Wednesday, February 22, 2012

~Dr~

this morning when i woke up, i fell really energetic, and i feel like a very new of me and feel like really enjoyed myself yet i want to make others happy..so, i went out early direct to the hospital after catch my friend and masuk2 je emergency deptment (ED), head of department (HOD) ED tgah buat round and as usual medical student menyelinap masuk dlm round skali.kalau HOD tu nmpk,konpem kene sound. tau dah lambat wpon br kul 8* and there's not much patient dlm ED.ada sorg pak cik with chest pain resolve with morphine and GTN and stuff..sgt perlukan brush up IM wpun skrg posting paeds*


and as usual HO will give precise history of the ptn and what's management she/he had done to that fella. very good..i mean,sy sgt jealous. sy cemburu. the HOD and specialist asked her even more, and she answered like she knows everything about the ptn by heart. BY HEART.

and suddenly i ask myself, am i going to be a doctor?can i be a good doctor?can i be like that?or even worst?same?even better?which one?

can i present the history same like that dr give?blablabla je history taking dia.mantap.yeah,u know in emergency setting, u ve to be smart and cepat and tangkas to get the diagnosis. late to diagnose considered failure.can i meet up to that standard?

direct after the round, we had CME with the HOD, specialist, MO,Ho ,Ma,nurses..tajuk: traumatic brain injury (TBI). the same ho present cases and elaborate the details. the english is very good. sedap suara mendengar. dlm hati,da pk i shud take eng course time cuti nanti.when u confident to talk in english,there's no problem at all to answer or present what-so-ever* and again the HOD and specialist love to ask question, subsequently the MO yg cantek itu can answer all question like pup pup pup..direct.

yeah, i wonder. it's emergency department. but there's no male MO. yg ada 2 female MOs, really beautiful and smart. brain smart.  selalunye la kan,the male will conquer posting tough2 mcmni..tough posting for tough ppl la kan? meaning to say, beautiful lady also can do the tough2 thingy..hehe


seriously i inspired to be like them.i feel nervous inside, but i know, im grateful coz am still a student, still ve time to dig the knowledge, still can do mistake, ve time to be brainy student, sharpen my skills, rajen do ward works, help MAs and stuff..yg penting, ada kesedaran to belajar cik mimi oi!!!



p/s: oh how much i miss poland and egypt..the holiday mode masih berbasi lagi nih..get out!!study mode on!

 really miss them
sila sedar diri anda tidak berada di sini.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

wake up!!!wake up!!