anak itu

alhamdulillah..
am done with one week posting in NICU..neonatal intensive care unit, where all the-less-than-28 days baby will be there to be treated until they bcme healthy..and will be continue with emergency and wards..

reflection?
yeah, so many things i learned from this 1 week precious moment.
NICU means, semua budak yg sgt2 ill, yg x berdaya, yang ada defect anomaly, cacat dimana2 dan memerlukan perhatian rapi ditempatkan. u know what? i met 2 mothers yg anak dia bakal dilahirkan 'syndromic' aka 'tidak normal' and they knew it dari dlm kandungan lagi, but they still want the baby.why? yeah, LOVE. tu baru 2 mothers,blom yg lain lg...

and now, wlaupun anak mereka syndromic and have to stay in the NICU for a quite long time, mereka redha..time nak ambil history mereka, thay look tabah, and x semena2 i let my tears fall down..seriously MOTHERs are the brave and cool person ever. may Allah bless them until jannah..

bcs of LOVE, they care to us..they care to the baby...kalau kite berada di tempat mereka, will we do the same?

bayi ibarat kain putih bersih, dimana ibu bapa yg bertanggungjawab mencorakkan kain itu. im not really good in islamic versus to qoute anything from the Quran, but i know bayi or kanak2 adalah insan yg tidak berdosa, yg islam , yg suci dan lebih baik dr kita..and we don't have the right to judge them...

i remembered when i was in German, Tamam @ our fellow friends from Palestin, bila dia jumpa a group of kanak2, he will do a sign like, sumthing special and the kanak2 will smile and do the same to him like they knew each other and they were connected for so many years!when i asked him,do u really know them?he simply said, i don't,but children are muslem! we r the same=)

me,mira, wani,my Mira and Tamam depan one of the castle in Berlin. Tamam is still single who loves children and like them a lot. Like,ada connection between them,secretive.

when i said, we don't have the right to judge them, i fell really angry and SAD.yeah, am SAD when there's some ppl yg menghebahkan kadar kenaikan anak haram or so whatever tajuk berkenaan anak luar nikah itu. sangat menunjukkan ketidakpuashatian dia@mereka dlm isu ni..apa salah anak haram itu??i don't feel right. anak luar nikah sounds firm sikit..salah ke jadi anak luar nikah?mereka minta jadi begitu ke?kenapa ada jgak org x puas hati??i think u xpuas hati pada salah org..argh!i don't like you!ever!


and can u imagine perasaan budak2 ni bila baca berita or status yg u tulis in any news,fb or twitter pasal increase in anak luar nikah ni?penah pk x?agak2 kalau u berada kat tmpat dorg,what will u feel?great??mcmtu?


so what with the number yg increasing?nak salahkan budak2 tu?kenapa x salahkan si pelaku?remaja2 yg perlakuan di luar batasan Islam?atau prmpuan2 yg dianiaya?atau prmpuan yg rela diperlaku?oh yeah,perempuan sahaja ke perlu dipersalahkan?kalau xde lelaki,xkan jadik kan?lelaki as imam,mana responsibility to jaga maruah perempuan muslim?kenapa nak pandang senget sebelah mata dgn budak2 ni?WHAT's UR RIGHT TO DO THAT?

tolonglah..think out of the box..kalau sekadar nak hebah mende mcmtu,without the solution,baik xyah nak kecoh.lagi baik gi amik anak2 tu,bela and jaga meraka,u will be paid by Allah insyaAllah..anak2 tu consider anak yatim, suci bersih, baru nak mengenl dunia..if u feel responsible, u won't kutuk2 anak2 ni..pls la..seriously, i hate u did that.

i don't have much money to buy toys for my beloved Hakim, but a picture of this may make him happy=)

p/s: sorry..towards the end, jadik emo plak...but am really emo kalo cte bab ni...sekian...