one-week-holiday-in-between-posting

alhamdulillah
alhamdullillah
alhamdulillah
syukur kpd Allah swt kerana dgn izinNya,sy merasa gembira dengan cuti selama satu minggu ini..

semua yg sy lakukan,insyaAllah,bermanfaat..ukhwah bersama keluarga,rakan2...sy masih dikelilingi org yg menyayangi sy dan sy juga menyayangi mereka..

this is ilya.me best friend from matrix dulu..tetibe ari tu,rindu sgt nak jumpe dia,n kebetulan,dia cuti.yeay!!hehe..


date : 21 dec 2010
day : tuesday

so,we set a date.midvalley..11.30am..lot of story..lot of joys and happiness..lot of sharing..i love you!!

Ya Allah,Kau lapangkanlah perkara2 yg sedang dilalui sahabatku ini..moga dia sentiasa bertenang dan kau lorongkan kpdnya pilihan yg tepat..insyaAllah,kite jumpe lagi eh ilya..

illiana (illi), salwa (wa), husna (hus), mimi, fazehan (an), syazwani ( pearl)

ok,this is my x-stjmate..(ada ke bunyik tu?)..whatever..

date : 22 dec 2010
day : wednesday

wa drove from rantau, whereby husna and me myself from sban went to an's house at rantau,then carpool to melaka..hukz..sepanjang perjalanan,mcm2 la borak kan...hehe..singgah sekejap kat moda, husna the businesswoman nak beli kain..then,baru kiteorg gi umah pearl..pearl ada usrah,so,dgn suka sukinya kiteorg wat cm umah sendiri..ada adik2 dia je,parents dia xde!!!hehe

then,that night, we went out..girl's night out..dinner kat depan hosp melaka,n supper kat old town coffee with illiana yg baru smpai..well,illi paling lama x jumpe (dlm group pic ni)..sejak skola..dia fly ausie..la ni,da balik ipba,insyaAllah, lg setahun abes and she will an english teacher..

husna da bis study,and skrg tgh kembangkan business kain dia...wawa masih lagi study,dentistry kat salem,india..an plak medic kat mangalore,india..insyaAllah,i'll be visiting them next yr..sementara ada cuti..huhu..

pearl plak,tgh praktikal kat hosp melaka,.same with me...clinical years..

act,ramai lagi kwn2 dr stj,like azura, amira, dianah..rmi lagi..maybe we will meet bila one of us kawen=)insyaAllah..

owh,thursday...we went back to sban on thursday..mufti ada inteview cikgu rini..hukz..ada plak story yg kelaka behind the intvw tu.hehe...moga impian tercapai k mufti!


here u go..my frend's wedding..nur aisyah hj sukimin...1st girl in the batch yg kawen..terasa sgt nak gi kenduri dia wpon x tau jalan,main redah je..(seb la nana ikut,x cuak sgt lalu kat jln bukit2)..mana la tau,thn depan kendurinye,sy x sempat nak pi ke..final yr sob2..am really happy for u syah..moga ikatan perkahwinan ini akan berkekalan and berbahgia hingga ke syurga..

day : saturday
date : 25 dec 2010

lafaz dari hati..niat kan apa saja untuk isteri

si handsome and si beauty

huru hara

what can i say.
cuak
takut


my final exam is coming!!!

saat lafaz sakinah

fall in love with this lyrics..=)


nasyid: saat lafaz sakinah

Heningnya...
Sunyi suasana...
Lafaz sakinah bermula

Apa rasa
Diterjemah hanya
Sebak abah, tangis ibunda

Adalah aku, wali puteriku
Serah kini amanahku ini pada mu
Nafkahilah dia, curah kasih dan cinta
Lebih dari yang ku berikan kepadanya

Dulu esakkannya sandar di bahuku
Tangisannya kini ku serah padamu
Bukan bermakna, dia bukan milikku
Fitrahnya perlukanmu

Jadikanlah dia wanita syurga
Mengerti benar akan maharnya
Taat itu bukan hanya pada nama
Indah ia pada maksudnya

Ku akur
Akan pesanmu
Puterimu kini amanahku

Iringilah
Dengan doamu
Bahagia kami dari redhamu

feel really happy for you my friend,Nur Aisyah bt Sukimin..palpitation,excited,hyperventilate,all this happen to me rite now..hehe..tahniah2!!
1st in the batch.smstj.alhamdulillah..
25 dec, insyaAllah will come to Johol n9..

-----can't sleep mode---

awesome orthopedics

assalamualaikum to all..

having break for a while before have the common session at 2.30 pm later..

ok,currently im in orthopedics posting, week 4 dah pun..and tomorrow will be our last day in Hospital Serdang where after this we will continue our posting in Terendak army hosp for 3 weeks..

what can i say about ortho posting?
scaryyy...
yuhuu...for me it's scary.
for my friends, they all seems to be happy slalu..yeah,coz ortho la paling lepak-skali-posting-ever.the orthopedics specialist sume serupe je perangai,cool and steady..so,cool la kan?hehe

why im scary?
sy takot nak gi ward ortho,sbb kebanyakan patient ortho sgt menakutkan sy..hua!!!!
wpon da week4, i still have the feeling..
let me list the common2 patient in ortho ward..


1. DFU (diabetic foot ulser)
:slalu org ckp hospital adalah tmpat untuk potong2..yeah,u r rite anyway..masuk ada kaki,kluar hosp xde kaki..kbykn ptn kencing manis mcm tu la..know what, i can't stand the smell of ulcer+pus+blood+gangrene+dead tissue+worms yg mmg byk sgt dlm ward tuh!!!!!hukz..if only u can see those type of foot, u will agree with me..ive to use the mask (while my friend relaks je berdiri sebelah kaki pak cik tu), sbb x tahan sgt dgn bau dia..memang ptn kencing manis xkan perasaan any cut or luka kat kaki mereka (neuropathy), but then after a while, they will develop all this pathological condition make them worsening smpaikan if they didn't chop the leg,nyawa boleh melayang as easy as that. sanggup nk tgk DFU?link sini.. ni baru sikit,nk tengok yg teruk2 jom pi ward..


2. trauma ptn (accident)
:ni lagi scary dr DFU..yesterday when i was on-call with my friends in the A&E department, there was 3 cases of orthopaedics. the most scariest case was a 5 year old boy was digilis oleh van yg x perasan the presence of the boy at the back of the van. the right lateral thigh was beaten up by the tyres, and fortunately mak budak tu nmpk and jerit suh driver tu stop the van.OMG!!!!!
5 year old boy,man...bawah van..daging kaki kanan da loose, even the bone doesn't fracture. kat tayar tu bersepah2 daging kaki budak tu( as the dad told us)...
so,initially the hero (MA of course) will clean up the wound & set IV.the A&E dpartment bergegar coz budak tu jerit sekuat tenaga..hukz.of course they already bg pain killer, antibiotic and stuff..but still,kite yg nengok ni pon nak nanges rsnye..HO and the MO took history from the parents and took the pic of the leg.we all the med student berdiri tegak je kat tepi dinding, good observer la kan..muke the doctors was like cool je,x nmpak riak cuak..slamber je take history and stuff..but i bet,dlm hati tu,ya Allah,cmne aku nk tahan perasaan ni..
tu la,doc have to be a good lier.not the penipu mkn duit org tu,tp berlakon to be good.kalo doc tunjuk mke sedih,kasihan,rs nak nagis,how come the parents nak bg kepercayaan,is it?

ini baru satu kes.emergency.kat ward tu,lg byk kes trauma,but the ptn da stabilize la...today ill stay in A&E lagi after maghrib..to build my strength..huhu..kasik semangat naik k mimi!


basically 2 types of ptn ni shj yg akan menjadi 'permainan' ku dlm masa 4 weeks time..

p/s:i feel like i want to be a superhero u know..i want to prevent any cut, any accident, any trauma to all patient, so that, they will nor presented to the hospital with those condition. can i?

sejenak bersama nona

arini sempena tgk Nona,depa wat resipi ayam masak varudur (don't know how to pronounce it) sempena deepavali..quite interesting..so,smbil layan Nona,sambil taip resipi dia kat sini..

ayam masak varubar

1. panaskan minyak, and goreng daun panda ( cm x penah buat)
2. masukkan jintan manis, bunga cengkih, bunga lawang
3. pas da wangi,masukkan halia, cili padi, bwg merah and bawang putih yg da dihiris2
4. masukkan ayam
5. ketuk serai..masukkan dlm kualai, masukkan skali daun kari and tomatoes
6. pas da kire2 masak tu, masukkan rempahserbuk, serbuk kunyit and serbuk cili
7. lastly, garam...
   

oraits..done..
will try this later...hehe

dec people!!

Assalamualaikum to alls..

moga kite semua masih dikurniakan sihat tubuh badan, masih dikurniakan nikmat islam and iman, masih lagi dikelilingi orang tersayang, masih lagi diberi nikmat untuk mensyukuri semuanya=)
alhamdulillah..

hehe..am happy today, coz esok is holiday!!!and my house now is full with my siblings..yeah,except wani..
balong baru balik dari MIAT (tp nmpknye dia kene balik skool balik,prepare nk final), nana baru balik dr hostel,ain and hakim yang ada kat umah slalu, with my both parents..and i felt happy with them around me..skrg hakim sedang mendendangkan lagu by Barney and friends (i ajar dia nyanyi lagu ni tau=)

'i love u, u love me,
we are happy family,
with the big-big hug and a kiss from me to you....
would u say u love me to~

pagi2 tadi,kul 6.45 am akim called me dengan excitednye nk borak2..tau la skrg ni dia x gi umah cumai (nursery) lagi, happy bukan main,bangun pun awal..kalo kene gi umah cumai,kul 11am pun lom tentu bangun lagi..bijak2..this little handsome boy memang smart..

akim: yaya!!akem da bangun!nak itot mama gi opis..
yaya : akem..yaya ngantok..klas lmbat lagi..
akim: oooo..yaya tido eh...
yaya : aah..akim, i love u...
akim : u,u.... (akim pelat,so xleh reply dengan nada yg betol ye)
yaya : i miss u...
akim: u,u....
yaya : akim,nyanyi lagu i love u (smbil layan mata yg mmg berat)
akim : i leb u...u leb me..we r happy emily...wit the.....(smpai abes tp dengan bahasa yg dia sorg je paham)
yaya : yey!!!okay,yaya nk tido ok..(sambil gosok2 telinga sbb suara akem yg hyper excited kuat dia)
akim : ok..bai2..u,u....
yaya : zzzzzzzzzzz

p/s : best kan ada adek laki cmni..hehe..i wish he's not growing, i mean,dia stay comel and kiut and perangai dia mcm tu je smpai bila2..xnak dia besar nnt,ikut perangai dia,xleh nak manja2 cmni...sob2...


next topic, i want to desribe my self..i took this from Fadzilah Kamsah's reseasrch..kite tgk je la ek betol ke x betol..i think, this is me..but u know me better rite?
org yg slalu nmpk koyak sikit kat baju saya dari sy yg perasan baju sendiri koyak..ahaks..

k,ni blog dia..click je..Fadzilah Kamsah

ciri2 org lahir bulan Dec

• sangat setia dan pemurah: setia?hem,we will c..hehe..pemurah?insyaAllah
  
• bersifat patriotik : mcm x je..xpenah letak bendera atas kete
  
• sgt aktif dlm permainan and pergaulan : this is soo true!!i love joging, playing volley and basketball=)
  
• bercita2 tinggi : cita2 nak jadik suri rumah..tinggi ke?
  
• suka menjadi org berpengaruh dlm organisasi : hoho..mcm x jer..paling tggi pon bendahari , tu pun xde org lain lagi..hehe
  
• seronok bila didampingi : yup, absolutely..i don't like to be alone..
  
• suka bercampur dengan org : hem, x juge..
  
• suka dipuji, dibelai dan dipuji orang : very subjective..no comment
  
• sgt jujur, amanah dan bertolak ansur : maybe..u judge me
  
• x pandai berpura2 : sgt betol!!sorry la..sy ni direct org nye..sob2
  
• cepat marah : cpt marah if sumting xkene..sbb tu nk cari pasgn yg x kuat mara..hehe
  
• perangai yg cepat berubah2 : esp time hormone imbalance.so,beware je la..
  
• x ego wpun harga dirinya sgt tinggi : huhu..no comment
  
• benci pd kongkongan : x jugak..ske je ibu baba tau pe kite wat..
  
• suka berlawak : kot..
  

done=)

entry2 best

salam..and a very good day=)

ketawa penawar duka, gembira hati bahagia!!hehe
well,sekarang ni da bnyak pulak entry yg best2 kat fb..i want to read it bila2 masa shj, so i paste the link here..senang nak bukak, and bila rasa boring or sedey or whatever, i just click on the link..

tp, aduh,kebanyakan entry yg best ni berkisar bab2 kawen and alam rumah tangge and what not..ada gediks but it knowledgeable.hehe..layan je la kan...
best2..jom la baca..


kpd bakal2 wife(s) saya
ni artikel paling x tahan..maybe the writer was sooooo enthusiastic to find a-not-really-perfect-girl, but yet memenuhi kriteria yg dia nak..hollaaa...
sgt x leh bla,byk sgt ugutan okay!haha
sume lelaki cmni ke?
am wondering jugak nih...


kelakarnye suami aku nih
yg ni plak,sempoi je baca, yet make me smile after read it..pelik la perangai lelaki ni..hem..


jangan takut kawen awal
yg ni no komen..tp ada satu komen kat fb tu ckp,'hopfully mak aku baca cerita ni'..hehe..maybe dia nak kawen awal kot,tp parents dia x brape nk bg..study come first..
for me?
hem,kalo da jodoh,kawen je la..hehe


fai nye link

sedang cube nak tambah link2 best lagi dlm blog ni..

out-of-medical-profession


go back to medical profession..
he~
tertarik dgn blog SI da lama da..and this entry was really attract me..
baca sendiri lah,and faham sendiri lah..

selamat maju jaya pn dr!!

hakim call yaya

• wednesday, 1am
• seremban
• hakim xpat tido lagi,lantas bertanyakan ibunya

H:ma,nak kol yaya
I:ok,kejap ye...(smbil mendail2 no yaya)

kring2...

unfortunately, yaya x angkat sbb hp is in silent mode.hehe..
selepas 2 minit,

I:hakim, yaya da tido kot..yaya x angkat phone..
H:okay..

dan mereka meneruskan tido mlm itu...


the next day

• thursday
• 5pm
  
• hakim berlari2 kearah ibu,baru smpai umah.babah baru ambil dari nursery.

H:mama,mama..
I:yey, hakim da smpai..da mkn da?da mandi?
H:da,da...akim nak phone yaya
I:owh,ok.jap ek

kring2...

Y:hello..assalamualaikum..
H:yaya!!!(menjerit2 kegirangan)
Y:yey akim!
H: yaya da bangun tido da?
Y: err?

whatever la akim..hehe..

tahniah,tahniah!!

assalamualaikum...
hehe..
hari ni sy nak ucapkan tahniah kpd para suami yg mampu menemani isteri mereka ke KK untuk menjalani pemeriksaan,x kire lah pemeriksaan mengandung atau just nak inject anak je..
tepuk2 (i like!!)..hehe

well,today am still in KK Dengkil,and tag with Dr Hafiza.best sgt,syukur..she ask simple2 ques je..der,kiteorg ni boleh terlupa!!year 3 nye subject tu..haha..kantoi2 slalu main..isk2

Dr Hafiza ni MO (medical officer) MCHC (maternal child) kat KK Dengkil.lembut ok org dia..married with 2 children, wife to an engineer, product from UM.. byk gak kami berkongsi cerita, ala kat KK xramai patient ptg td, so mang best la duk ngn Dr nih..

jadiknye, patient yg dtg pon adalah golongan2 ibu2 mengandung untuk buat mecial check-up or ibu bw anak nak injection.im very proud to see husband2 pon duk sama beratur amik giliran,teman wife masing2, pgg baby, and those things..hehe..meaning,still man in Msia is very good in term of relationship with family..sanggup amik MC just to temankan anak dia minum ubat cacing..sanggup amik short leave just to hold the baby while the mother doing their consultation..isn't it a great view in KK!

owh,bahagia nye rasa hati..hehehe
well,ada jugak preggy mother yg terpakse naik bas sendiri,jalan kaki naik bukit (KK Dengkil atas bukit plak tuh) semata2 nak wat medical check-up nih..sian..husband keje jauh..majo yg dtg sendiri ni pun is from a poor family background.low socio-economic..sedey2..rasa mcm nak tlg amik and anta kan je patient yg x mampu nih..

and don't be surprise to see patient yg abused by his husband..mintak dijauhkan kan?hem..cmne husband tergamak sakitkan isteri dia ek?that's why i keep berdoa not to have a hot-temper man..xnak yg ske mara2..hukz..takotzz..

agak2,kalo preggy dr yg nak wat antenatal check-up ni,ada x husband nak ikut teman?(hem,wondering gak nih)..huhu

k la..nak list down pe yg dr tu tanye ari nih..(mls nak tulis dlom log buk)

1. what is the average weight gain by the pregnant mother?
for the first 5 month,should increase 1 kilo per month. and 0.5kg for the consecutive week.

2. what is physiological jaundice?
immature liver.(senang ingat,sila explain sendiri)

3. what is GDM and indication for MOGTT?
gestational diabetic mellitus (GDM) : mom dpt GM in pregnant, b4 pregnant xde pon DM..
so,screening using 75gm glucose +250ml water at least once at >24 weeks..OGTT values for pregnant lady same with impaired glucose intolerence (IGT). pre:6.1-6.9..post: 7.8 - 11.0
indication:

• BMI>27
• previous big baby or weigh 4kg and above
• previous GDM
• 1st degree relative with DM
• bad obstetric history
• glycosuria at 1st prenatal visit
• current obs prob( essential HT, PIH,polyhidromnions, current use of steroid)
• age > 25

4. what is PIH?
pregnancy induced hypertension where mom's bp is >140/90mmHg, at 20 completed week.(hapal minggu tu skali)

5. what is placenta previa?
the placenta attached to the uterine wall close to or cover the cervix, at 28 completed week.


6.what do u check in 3 month preggy mother?
3 bulan mommy baru buat booking date,buku merah and baru buat sume screening test, why 3 month?bcoz da confirm baby dlm perut, no abortion or miscarriage..ok,hem kite nak check for placenta previa, wpon PP can occur at 22 week (ikut WHO)..bleeding at this time of period,suspect PP..

k tu je la perkongsian ari ni..hehe,,
sekian...

hormone kiok2

this week, what can i say, even today is just day 2, alhamdulillah, im happy with my life..

1. smlm, Tun Dr Asmah, istri Tun Mahathir came to our college and give a talk regarding medical field..she is 80++ (imagine how she can stand for hour and giving us beautiful yet inspiring lecture to us), and she's very adorable...her visit to CUCMS make me happy=)


2. yesterday night, my parents got urgent meeting around KL,so she need my help to look after my youngest sis and bro.of course there's no problem with me!!.Ain baru je abis UPSR, so dia mcm happy sgt..no more lecture from her sisters after this..hehe..

ain 12 years old big girl,luqman hakim 3 years old small handsome boy

we went to Alamanda, just to have fun..bawa akim main playground.main kat funland..main pusing2..know what, akim is a matured little boy. he's very active, yet sume org nak pegang2 dia,nak borak dgn akim..even he likes certain toys very much, he kept saying,'yaya,akem nak train ni,nak lorry tu, nak aeroplane yg ni', but when i said,'ok,kite pgg je..boleh tgk je ok..yaya xde duit,nnt kite bawa baba and ibu,pastu kite beli,ok?'..he just smile,and put the toys back..he's not crying or melalak nak jugak those toys..he~adorable kan?
i love him...
time nak main kuda pusing2 tu,akim ckp,'yaya,cpt masukkan duit,horse nak jalan'..dia da duk sedia atas horse nak main..hehe..then i checked my wallet,no coins,empty syiling..too bad..then i said,'am sorry akem,yaya xde duit syiling'..he just smile, and still laughing when i took his picture..

peace..sayang yaya=)

child developement: 3 years old, da boleh main panjat tali gantung

child development: 3 years old boy boleh pakai kasut sendiri..duduk,and pakai sendiri..can differentiate right and left

moga Allah redha..

learning issue

salam and a very good day to all readers..(gaya cm ramai je baca blog ni..haha)..pape je lah

ok,today is my 2nd day in KK Bangi, b4 this we were in KK Puchong..same je workload dia, sama je pegi pagi,balik lewat petang (depends on ada lecturer ke x)..and slalunye, in the end of the day, we will gather back and have to have a take home message each and everyone..

today i will like to share my take home message, the one that striking me the most..hoho..

hem, as female medical student, future-wife-and-mother-to-be, and a person, we have to ve some basic knowledge in take care of children..kebanyakan dr has this perception. do not allow your children to use walker forever..bcoz by using walker, ur child will miss some of the developmental criteria that she/he have to master b4 he/she can walk or whatever..act, xde pon conclusive punyer research ckp,if anak u gne walker dia akan lambat buat bende ni, kurang focus or whatever..tp tu la..walker tu boleh membuatkan anak kite miss some of the developmental skills...

next, dr slalunye x galakkan anak gune buaian untuk tidurkan baby. ni pun xde evidence yg konpem kan buaian xleh gn etuk tidokan anak...ehm, tp doctors sependapat buaian ni boleh wat baby dpt 'baby shock syndrome'. maybe dsbbkan oleh buaian yg disentak laju, and boleh sbbkan baby terjatuh dr buaian and sbbkan blood clot kat kpl and dpt pendarahan..bahaya sgt, kematian akhirnye..or cacat part of the body or whatever depends on the condition...

ok , tu je la kot perkongsian ari ni..penat sgt..nak tido sat..

i'm sorry

i feel bad
im sorry

pemikiran agak berkecamuk..
raya2 mang happy, tp busy...
ari2 de org dtg, rezeki masuk,alhamdulillah...
ibu pun sibuk suh anak2 dia berkemas bagai..
argh,lintang pukang bercelaru sekejap hidupku...

esok isnin da stat masuk klinik balik..
back to my hectic busy work..sob2..
sila redha ye mimi...

i wish u the best of luck juge,,coz u also have exam tomorrow rite?
sy slalu doakan yg terbaik unutuk org2 yg berada di sekeliling sy..
my siblings, my family, my frens..

ok lah..don't feel bad..
im not alone..
perhaps i need sumtime for myself..
don't make me feel guilty...
coz i feel that rite now..

ambulance!

yesterday was such a good day for me,coz for the 1st time in my life, i ride an ambulance!!!!


currently im in family medicine posting in KK Puchong for 2 weeks. and yesterday was my duty in A&E room, where beside being a Dracula (suck up blood), i got the chance to pick up a 70 plus Chinese woman complaining of stroke (of course her husband call the hosp),paralyze half of the body, on the 9th floor condo using a scope and not stretcher and ride an ambulance..wow...

b4 get the ptn, i sat at the back with 2 other MA's. of course they are men, have the ability to pikul org berat2 atas bahu and stuff..and after berjaya menurunkan patient dr tingkat 9 itu, menggunakan lif of course dengan susah payahnye mereka bertiga (including the driver) berjaya bawa masuk ptn beranggaran 80 kg itu kedalam ambulance..then,i sat in front sebelah the driver so i got a better view..maklumlah,ptn's husband ada skali kat blakang tuh..

neenoooneenoooneeenoo....man,it's so cool...........

sume kete kat depan sume bagi laluan..agak mcm VIP..but we r heading to hosp Serdang to send the ptn 4 better treatment..huhu..meanwhile, the MA's already set the IV line..gosh,how they can prick the lady's hand just once??time ambulance tgh gerak2 plak tuh..kite ni,nak amik darah org pun,teragak2, so MA's are superhero dracula...hoho

ok fine,they took blood pressure, pulse, blood glucose and set IV line..basic important needs b4 sent the ptn..

have to practice more and more to be a good dracula..ive injected more than 10 ptn that day, and only a ptn yg x dpt amik..hehe..sorryyyyy

not only to be a good dracula, but have to be a a fast thinker in any situation ie emergency, just like the MA's did..well,i will learn it by experience..insyaAllah...

clinical years

13 Ramadhan..23 Ogos 2010

1st day of year 4 clinical class..which begin with family medicine posting for my group..next will be orthopedics (tulang2) and next will be specialty posting and last one is psychiatry..

quit exciting, yet tiring..this posting need us to travel,again,,around KK Puchong,KK Dengkil and KK Bangi..

ok,1st day..not expect too much..the doctors keep on remind us not to fail!dare to fail!if u didn't pass 2 and more posting, u will repeat the whole year!!!erkkk

im not going to do it.i mean the fail thingy..so,ve to be serious this time around..no more play2..alhamdulillah, yr 3 was over with quit memorable experience and not to say my result..no fail..hehe..perhaps i enjoyed doing all my postings=)

prof cakap,we will have less holidays,BUT it ll compensate our next holiday, which is mean, we will be graduating on July 2012, instead of August 2012...they lengthening our holiday after yr 5, understand that most of the girls want to get married or at least get engaged and so wutever..haha..

ok,that's it..go back to my serious business..study time!

welcome to ramadhan school!!

today is 2nd ramadhan 1431..

im not going to waste my ramadhan this year..let us speed up this oppurtunity to rebut pahala!!!
yeah..

itu yg dean kiteorg ckp smlm, as Ramadhan is full with barakah, every good things kite buat, insyaAllah, berlipat ganda Allah bg bayaranye...

dean ask us to list on our target..as simple as smile to other ppl..but,beware, smile to the same sex or ppl who u know=)

so,here is my target:

1. didn't miss any sahur, even just wake up to eat a kurma and a sip of mineral water
2. must perform tarawikh prayer every day (eventhough x gi masjid)
3. must baca quran, at least 2 pages per day (hopfully to khatam yg lepas nye pages)
4. must do sunat b4 subuh, sunat dhuha, after maghrib.
5. smile to other ppl
6. bykan 'memberi' dr menerima

ok,it's just 5 targets of mine..how about yours?

[-_-]

btw, i just found this one, really nice article as woman to undersatnd man, and for man to understand woman=)

sakaratul maut

last Friday, my friend had a loss...she loss her youngest brother,who's the age same with me, studying in UIA, langar-lari nye accident..luluh hati satu family, when they have to come to the hospital just to 'cam' jenazah..

how do you feel if this tragedy happened in your family?u get just a call from the hospital, and need your cooperation to 'cam' jenazah?

that's happen to my housemate aka groupmate aka step sister (boleh jugak,hehe)..she was really shock..it's too fast..when we was in year 1, 3 years back, i accompanied her at 3 am back to her house in Kajang with Kak Mimi, coz her father had heart attack. u know, i never experienced such that loss, it's like,ouch!

today, she had to face another loss..now, there's only 6 siblings without parents, and alhamdulillah, i respect their strengths, all of them in and out..

i was thinking..learning issue here..

do we have to make a kenduri and asked people to come to our house to recite yaasin and doa to si mati? doesn't they still in a 'sad' mood to prepare those foods and stuff?


i will find teh answer later..need to go to the main campus..proposal not done yet!

traditional and complementary medicine (TCM)

a friend of mine (aka A) suddenly can't move her leg, she hardly walk, fortunately she can speak, but sometimes, she hardly speak out..it's all happen in sudden, without any warnings and it happen quite for sumtimes recently..
she had seek for treatment, and now she was under the neurolgy's observation..maybe problem with her saraf..i dunno..

well, nak dijadikan story, while we are about to go home, i have to papah A,coz she hardly walk, from the surau to kat depan pintu besar main camp..time ngah sket2 jalan tu, suddenly this one guy,a chinese muslim dr (i think he's a dr,but he's not) asked about A's condition.. after a while, he asked us to go to his clinic at BBST, and try a 'photomedicine' to cure the 'paranormal' thingy that might hurt my friend..

at first, i did not want to beleive him, but when he started to talk about, neuron, cells, and stuff, i think, why not kite gi tmpat dia kan...he said, there is one patient, condition sebijik mcm A ni, where the hospital can't figure out what's going on to the patient..after 3 mnth i think, she's getting to her normal condition ..and there is also a semi paralysis ptn, after seek treatment in his clinic, he can walk after sumtimes!

der..ok,fine...so,that nite, i bring A to his clinic...tertulis la perkataan TCM depan clinic dia...BBST, boleh la cam tmpat tu,pnah ikut fogging time public health.hehe..well, after a few minute of history taking, he asked me to cut 3-4 helai rambut A using a scissor..and he took the sample to a small room,kiteorg x masuk pun..and the result was, you have problem with ur blood..there's a viral infection and bla2...(hahahaha..ok,nak gelak tp kene tahan)..can u imagine?how he can diagnose a ptn just using a few of hair?yup,3-4 lai rambut je????OMG...sgt terer la ini dr..kalo prof Rasyid ke, Prof Latiff ke tau mende ni,ades,abes kiteorg kene gelak..

orait2..then,to confirm his diagnosis, he asked A to stand up..there are a few mcm botol kecik2, mewakili organ2 dlm badan..that time, im like sure he's a dr, coz dia pandai sebut, this one is pituitary, this is hypothalamus, this one is ur medula oblongata, this one mewakili ur heart, liver,bile, pancrease..peh,sume organ ada la mewakili botol2 kecik tu..terer beb..

and A have to hold one by one the small bottle using her left hand..while on the right hand she have to tahan the pressure from the dr..A luruskan tangan paras bahu,and dr tu tekan dr atas,tgk dia dpt thn ke x..the result is, time A pgg satu2 botol2 tu, she can tahan the pressure, but when the bottle yg mewakili blood, tgn dia x dpt thn, and tgn dia pun jatuh ke bwah..he did twice.and the result is the same.ok,cm bias gak coz pressure from the dr might be different kan?

so,al-confirm la there's viral infection in the blood..wah,senang gle dr yg bukan dr ni nak confirm diagnosis...kalo wat cara ni kat clinic,sah2 xramai org admit to the hosp..hehe..snang keje housemen..

then he said, i ll make a medicine special for u..but u ve to come back again to take the medicine.it's all free coz u r a student..aiseyman...serius, nak-caye-ke-tidak still in my mind..

sementara tu,semoat jugak dia wat warna-aura test to us..there are 4 colours yg melambangkan diri kite ni..the method is the same..dia tunjuk kaler tu,and tekan tgn kite,tgk dpt resist ke x..after did the test, i was the only red-personality..hua2..my friends sume hijau..

ok,kalo merah,selalunye org nye emotional, kuat hati and perasaan like,kalo dia nak W,dia nak W jugak,xnak F..she's very loyal,setia pada yg satu, can be a loyal housewife insyaAllah..then, she's very caring,like kalo da ske kat sumone,mmg syg sgt2, and im thinking of hakim..hehe..and dia mmg ske budak2..next, the dr advised me to find a cool soulmate, not a red personality..nnt x ngam..better cari the green one..hehe..aw0k green,sy konpem=)

well,the truth is, he was right everything about me!!!

my mother is the one who can describe myself..yeah, i can easily get angry or moody, if the situation is not good for me..esp PMS time..sorry esp to mj, who can bear the hardship...haha..the another rite thing is,if i said,nak gi alamanda ptg ni jugak,i definitely go to alamanda even though im alone..keras hati btol..kalo nak gi tgk wayang,pape terjadi pon,nak tgk jugak cte best tuh..ha,lebih kurg cmtu la..so,mcm boleh je jadik mrs smith..hehe..berani-mati..


well,today, we supposed to go to the clinic back, but since A is quite busy with her proposal, kite tangguhkan dulu..

in my mind, am still in confusing-state..

EBM 2nd week

my love to EBM is increasing!!!but not dratistically increase ok...hehe

am reading some jurnals..coz tomorrow we have 'class' with Prof Rashid Abd Rahman..God, i like him very much..the way he think, the way he talk, the way he gives ideas..oo...can i borrow ur brain for a while?maybe boleh la sket2 neuron tu lekat kat kpl ni..


u can search anything about him..i think, he's the only one yg ada 'keunikan' mcm tu kan msia ni..prof abd rashid bin adb rahman..he's the critical thinker!!!ever and for ever!!


ok mimi..done..sambung baca jurnal balik...


derrrr

learning is an everyday process

1st week of EBM will ended by a quick exam tomorrow morning. what we have learn so far?der...we learn how to think!!

b4 i elaborate more towards the 'what we ve learn dz week', i just want to thank Allah (coz i rarely thanks him for everything,ve to remind myself always & 4ever) for giving me the opportunity to learn,relearn, study happily in CUCMS. i admit when i was in the 1st day in yr 1 in CUCMS, i ve the feeling of dislike towards 'swasta' college eventhough most of us are under MARA or JPA. along the journey, i study just to pass exam (alhamdulillah, eventhough ada failed in weekly assessment, but safe in the final..syukur,act takot MARA tarik balik),there's no feeling to be a real doctor..i studied bcz i just follow the stream..huhu~

i should thank Allah for everything.moga2 perjalanan yg berbaki lagi 2 thn ni,dianugerahkan nikmat manisnye ilmu kpdku..ameen ya rabb..Dia da beri peluang kpd ku yg alpa sebelum ni untuk sampai ke tahap ini..jadik,tidak akan ku sia2kan for my next move...insyaAllah..

ok,proud to CUCMSian..really..i read in the newapaper last3 days..our college was in the tier 4!!amazing!! in Msia,no uni dpt tier 6 (the paling cemerlang one). for tier 5 , 7 IPt and 11 IPTS in the ranking.. and for tier 4, there are 25 IPT's and CUCMS is one of them..our college is just 5 year old where the 1st batch is in their final sem rite now..we are very young, yet can duduk sama rendah and berdiri sama tinggi with others..kat dlm paper utusan,dia terangkan sume pe pentingnye ranking ni sume..

maybe there are certain criteria in our uni that didn't ve in other uni..

1. SCTL :sistem pembelajaran student-center-task-learning, make us to be proactive to get knowledge, instead of dgr lecture shj
2. Affective domain : sape2 fail affective domain, xleh proceed to the next sem/yr..nmpk simple, tp da ada bbrp boys xdpt naik tahun, coz x dtg klas,xdtg meeting..(very simple,tp sgt berat)
3. YM : young mercy project where all of us ve to do a project to pupuk semangat volunterism and smgt kerjasama..slalunye our college slalu buat sunnathon for free to local ppl..
4. MM : military medicine, yr 4 ni baru masuk,no idea
5. DRM disaster relieve medicine : preparation utk dipanggil to help the doctors (cth tsunami kat Acheh)

plus, our dedicated lecturers..i love them a lots!!we have like mentor-mentee, usrah together with the lecturers, and make the bonding btwn us like parents-kids..alhamdulillah..




study with Dr Rafizi and her wife, Dr Suhaila (preggy 8 mnth) in their house.








with Prof Amaluddin in Manjung Perak, mkn ice cream and stuff kat tepi pantai..and dpt hadith-tafsir-sirah-free-talk from prof odw from putrajaya-perak and perak-putrajaya..








Prof Amal and us (pure cucms &new fren from Unand,Padang uni) hving seafood as our dinner,prof blanja..hik2








break for awhile with the real dedicated Dr Rafizi..Dr Rafizi slalu blanja his student during 10-minute-break..dia x bg student bayar





well,these are a few pic with them..there r lots of memories in our heart...basically, we love our lecturers,a lot..

ok,masuk topik EBM balik..our course coordinator, Prof Abd Rashid Abd Rahman, is one of the genius, who use his mind to the upmost he can.everyone know him intranationally and internationally, bcz he's a thinker!!

prof Rasyid da pk nak buat hospital and uni sendiri when he was in medical school..now,his mission complete. da ada hospital pakar an-nur bangi , and CUCMS..

so,now, we have to be a thinker too!training for a month..terasa mcm philosopher la plak..tgk pe socrates ckp, use 6 hats, 10 DATTS from Edward deBono, and other philosophers..all this thing used to sharpen our perception and focus thinking in more comprehensive and effective manner. used to solve problem and good desicion making too..cm bosan,tp mcm best jugak when i jalan2 kat saifulislam nye blog..7 habits, paradigm and sifat..

its just the same..dlm Quran pun da tunjuk da cara2 berfikir..apa keperluan berfikir...kenapa perlu berfikir..

k la,till here..panjang plak entri nih..hehe

yr 4?

i don't like this feeling..really..
scary+worry+afraid

isnin ni we will be hvig our 1st day of EBM course. Evidence Based Medicine. der, i dunno whether i can enjoy doing research, using the laptop all the time, baca magazine about drugs, available drugs in the country...buat researches!!OMG..OMG..ive asked the senior bout this course. 4 jam kredit, besar tuh..

baru je tgk gmail group, diaorg da post grouping and sv. dpt grup gdn Zubair and Alex..boys..haha..Zubair is my x-groupm8, so,alhamdulillah knal la x-Matri student ni. rockers tp bley jadik ustaz gak..lg sorg Alex,ive no idea..our sv is prof Thuaibah.alhamdulillah sgt2!!she's my x-mentor, my naqibah, my pathology lect..tgk je nama prof,haih,terbit rasa girang sedikit di hati ini..hehehe

EBM course will take about 1 month to finish ie 13 August,insyaAllah..then we will have break for a week (alhamdulillah), then will cont with our yr 4 clinical rotation starting from 23 august.

talking about yr 4 clinical rotation, its quite scary for me. but then, bile time mentor-mentee, the seniors shows very good attitude and mcm best je..kurang sket the nervousness nih..huhu~

straight 4 month for 2 posting, cont with one week yr 4 exam, then baru ada break..one week break only !!hahaha..then, sambung lagi 4 month for 2 posting, one week yr 4 exam, lastly elective for one month..cmne nak kawen nih???hek2..adoi ai...

da,da..toksah pk pasal cuti panjang2 lagi..terime je dgn redha..org lain boleh buat,kite pon mst boleh wat..insyaAllah....



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1 sya'ban

Rejab, semalam sudah meninggalkan kite..ada pape kesan x rs2 nye?huhu~
hari ini satu sya'ban..kene tebus balik nih..3 bulan yg Allah limpahkan lebihnya rahmat.rejab, sya'ban, ramadhan,,sebelum masuknya 'university of Ramadhan', let us train ourself to puasa sunat, bersedekah, bykn solat sunat..yup,jadikan amalan..=)




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sepetang bersama ibu

semalam, aka hari rabu aka,petang after asar, my mom and i went out to seremban town (mcm glamor je hehe)..act, xde plan pun nak g mana2..tp since ibu da berat pale pk hal2 berbangkit,maka setelah dipikir2kan,why not i accompanied her for a while..cuci2 mata,best gak tuh..mana tau dpt grab mende best..

alhamdulillah, we manage to settle remeh-temeh thingy while going out.

1. register my maybank2u and get the TAC for banking kat ATM
2. settle ibu nye CIMB,mklum lah ibu ada 2 kad pulak..lpe da password dia
3. singgah kedai Singer,usha mesin jahit (what??ibu nak i blaja menjahit,ok,tp i mcm ..der...x minat)
4. usha baju kurung moden,preparation for raya
5. sempat lagi beli new note book ibu n i..bila balik je,ain nmpk,dia tanye,'yaya beli tuk ain ek buku ni?thanks!!'..owh,dia mmg prasan sket..
6. yes,dpt beli daging kisar siap tuh,sbb nak mkn ngn spaghetti..hehe..tp kene tggu balong balik,sbb mamat tuh yg nak mkn sgt..
7. and yg paling best skali,tetibe ibu ckp,rasa mcm perot lapar la plak..hehe..so do i la mummy!!so,we went to The Chicken Rice Shop, and order meal for high tea..promo from 3pm-6pm...lg 5 minit nk kul 6,so,sempat la order meal promo tu..ibu order 2 set, one set ada chicken wing+hot milo+2 pie tee...and lagi satu 2 popia+2 pie tee+2 chicken fritters+hot nescafe.
8. alhamdulillah,kenyang,perot pon rasa best untuk meneruskan sesi cuci mata..ahaks!!

owh, plus i got a ring yesterday..he~





cantek x?muat2 je jari ni..thanks!!

TGV

i think,i need to go out tomorrow..i have too!!

i need the fresh air from JJ@Terminal 1..der??
ye la..lama kot x kua..bukan pe,kat sana de TGV..hik2..

shh...serius nak g tgk cte toy story ngn akem,tp ibu x bg...dush2..

the last time dpt pegi pun last 2 weeks kot..karate kid..serius sgt best..time ibu ngh merajok..so,i pon merajok la g tgk wayang..hehe..mJ pun xtau..shh...
membawa hati yg lara u...

xpe,esok ,kite cube ok!

knight and day mcm best..hem..

just now, i watched satu rancangan kat Astro Ria..ia mamaparkan kisah 3 org pesakit yg memerlukan treatment(tx),bukan rancangan dokter2,tp rancangan ditaja oleh syarikat kecantikan..wee~ sume nye berbeza2,so, ada lah ditunjuk b4 and after the tx. sy tertarik nak komen sket, bukan komen pe pun..tp as a view from a medical student perspective,x byk pun nak share pe yg da blaja dulu (recall mimi!!)hehe..bukan pe,dulu time internal medicine posting, prof slalu ckp,nmpk je org ni present with sekian2, tros bg diagnosis..best kan?xkesah btol ke salah,but it's good to train ur brain berpusing2 tuk pk..so,i did it in this show..

The 1st  ptn has a very sensitive skin on her face. problem jugak dpt kulit muke yg putih ni,senang memerah.. rawatan yg diberikan oleh New York Skin Managemen  ialah Cooling Mask, ampoule, and mcm2 lagi..ala mcm buat facial kat spa tu..sian ptn A ni coz,dia xleh nak kua umah time panas2..asal panas je,abes merah muke,asal malu je,merah jugak,kalo nangia pe lagi kan..mmg agak teruk mke dia ...

my diagnosis : SLE..haha..sbb a very typical SLE ptn, must ve one of this criteria to diagnosis her as SLE ptn..there are 11 criteria, and mest fulfill 7 out of 11.. der,kene bukak buku kumar and clerk balik..lpe da 11 criteria tuh..ok,talking bout SLE,ive seen a ptn kat Kem Terandak..sedih sgt tgk akk tu..still young (yup,SLE attact girls btween 15-45 yo)..akk ni baru 23, ada 3 org anak.she was admitted bcz she has to do dialysis, 3 kali seminggu (der,itu plg kritikal k)..akk ni mmg xleh kua umah,abes merah muke dia..hidup dia,wa!!hanye dia sahaja yg tahu..SLE da bg complication kat dia..brain (seizure), heart (rosak valve), kidney (renal failure), muscle..tu dia complication SLE, sume ada kat akk ni..rambut dia pun da gugur banyak,tggal sket je, mcm org abes chemo plak..hem..

and yg paling sy x tahan, dia wat dialisis gne catheter (untuk connect dgn mesin dialisys tu, mst ada mende ni), can be tanam dekat tangan, or dekat leher..akk ni dia wat kat leher dulu,and mende tu terkena infection plak!!huk2...yup,anything yg masuk dlm badan kite can be easily infected..akk ni pun masuk ward sbb demam yg x kebah2..Ya Allah, berat sungguh dugaan tuk akk ni..tp sy tahu, dia mampu menggalas cabaran ni, bersama suami dgn anak2 3 org yg comel..


p/s : kene baca balik...quite common in Msia..




2nd case..B seorg malay student in Korea,balik je Msia,abes rambut gugur...ada botak sket kat atas pale..

my diagnosis? maybe dia stresss..hek3..dia pun ckp,stress study menyebabkan rambut dia gugur sket2..and maybe, i think,perubahan cuaca kot..der,bley ke cuaca menyebabkan rambut gugur?
so, dgn bantuan Yun Nam, dia wat treatment kat situ..org YN tu ckp,kelemumur dia byk tersumbat, and akar2 rambut byk rosak..huhu..pas 3 bulan,rambut dia kembali marak, and dia kembali bersemangat nak jumpe org,carik teman wanita..(tu dia yg ckp)..and skrg dia lebih berkeyakinan setelah  ada rambut balik..

p/s : org lelaki pun pentingkan rambut jgak rpenye..hem..


3rd case, a malay lady gain weight ( from 50++  to 62 kg in a few month)..she didn't really take food..tp badan dia naik mcm,sume org pon tegor r..dia malu..ok,so,  London Weight Managment pun interview dia and suh dia try..in 3 month after the tx, she lose 12 kg in 3 month!!weweitt..LWM ckp,her metabolisme lankin kurg plus she' rarely going out and do some exercise..der..

nape dia x jmp doc eh?excessive weight gain in a short time is a symptom rite?
my diagnosis : cushing's syndrome boleh..hypothyroid boleh..diabetes boleh (cbe cek sugar level and HBA1C,mana la tau dia diabetic)..kan2??PCOS pon bley..


talking bout Cushing, ive seen this twice,in the ward..sorg mak cik,n sorang abg baru kawen...very typical Cushing syndrome..moon face,buffalo hump...slalunye diabetic ptn prone to get this syndrome..bear in mind, cushing syndrome and disease are 2 different condition..dia attact kat 2 organ yg lain..
well,nak tau mende ni, order blood test for cortisol..cortisol hyper tggi,konpem r tu Cushing..


nak tau lebih lanjut, leh bukak mende ni..menarikzzzz...info sal cushing..


k la.till here..penat dah

Kuala Pilah

sejak da tahu bawa kete aka ada lesen so leh sesuka hati bawa kete, sy diamahkan untuk kemana2 oleh parents yg agak bz kebelakangan ini..ia termasuk lah melawat adekku yg nama nye nana yg baru form 4 (baru form 4?)..ok,dulu nana ni skola SHAMS seremban,pastu da bes f3, dia mls nak balaja arab,so tukar ke STJ aka my prelove school 4ever..

skrg ni x perlu bersusah payah memanjat bukit putus lg,sbb da ada highway baru direct to kuala pilah..i like!!dulu,sy sgt bersyukur sbb 6 thn berulang alik bukit putus,alhamdulillah,segala ilmu byk dituntut di hujung bukit itu..dsbbkan  im alone je visit nana, so i drove like crazy,amik feel..best...hehe..

~sory la adek,ter snap pic awok plak..rajen awok joging=)






sblm tu, singgah jap kfc,beli ayam n burger,n teros g skool..huhu..eit,i miss my old skool la!!!!huk2..sblom2 ni,slalu suh budak2 ni wat announcement pngil student turun..it was my duty  once upon a time..duk dlm bilik yg ada mic tu,tggu parents dtg,and kite pun berckp kat mic panggil nama anak dia..tp la ni,mls nak g bilik tu..i parked my car btol2 dpan aspuri..owh,skrg depan aspuri bertar!!!siap ada pondok2 kecil tuk berehat..he~and terus naik bilik dia..my x-room jugak,AS 55..hua2..really,i miss the memories in the room..

when i was in form 1, there was a form 5 sis,  nama dia kak husna..dia slalu jemput sy g dorm dia..hehe..kalo sy dtg,dia msti kemaskan katil dia,bukak coklat,n saje nak borak2..huhu~agak best r time tu..lebih2 lagi,kalo time balik prep,tetibe,ada la coklat ke,kad kecil ke atas katilll~from kak huzen~x ke best jadik PS aka personal sister time tu??malangnye pulak,sy ni bukan nye jenis se creative nak buat kad la,coklat la..hik2..da la tulisan pun mcm err,so,sy lebih senang beli pape tuk kak husna..comel la akk tu..

tp itu cerita dulu..skrg da x contact dia da..

lain2 kenangan,hem,pernah di settle oleh akak2 form 3...hanye dsbbkan oleh seorg lelaki yg bernama sayyidi hamzi..owh pls,tlg la..awek sayyidi jeles coz i knew him..msti la,da namanye adek sayyidi tu aka aini nabila is my fren kat skola rendah..haha..mende kecik pun nak jadik isu..poning palo den jadik budak form 1..

~this is one of the best shoot kat skola kg sy ni~

~sesuka hatinye benti tgh jalan snap from the car sblm kua skoll~
nape la mende ni baru wujud??



well, byk sungguh mende baru kat skola tu..dulu, i used to play volley ball on the basket ball court diantara semak samun dgn dewan makan.bau nye,MasyaAllah..hanye tuhan shj yg tahu..esp pas hujan..damn..

skrg,wewitttt.!!!!tersergam sudah surau yg cantek atas court tu..nearly siap n bakal digunakan oleh student2..and there is a new made basketball court sebelah surau tu..da x wujud lagi tennis court tmpat Lim Su Yu slalu main..hik2..teringat plak kat prefect sorg ni,medic kat UM..pergh..she loves tennis, alot...


ok2,pas makan2 (dlm kete je) and borak2, kite mintak izin la nak balik kan..da kul 5.30 pm..nak round2 skola jap..amik feeling beb..dulu skola ni x byk jalan tar..skrg,aih,mana2 je leh kete leh lalu..terserempak plak ngan Nor Ain Mohammad Khalid,my x-skoolm8 jugak.dia x byk berubah,kat UPSI kwn ku ni,final yr..visit adek dia jugak baru form 3..and mak dia pun ada,sempat salam,and makcik tu still keje kat lab stj!!!!wawawa..setia sunggohh makcik nih..hehehe..sygg stj kan mak cik??dr sebelum kite masuk stj,smpai la ni,itu la tmpat mak Ain keje..she enjoy working there,i know=)

ok,abes da cte bab Stj...skrg kat pekan pilah tu,you!!!i miss matrix kuala pilah!!seriously!!

ske2 ati je snap pic,kalo abg polis nmpk,abes la..sbb ada signboard tulis Matrikulasi Kuala Pilah,jalan terus..tu yg excited sgt..hehe

~kedai buku Boon Hwa masih wujud kat situ..and jalan sesak pun masih wujud,tp terkawal oleh traffic light yg kene tggu 90 second baru nak hijau~


Matrikulasi Kuala Pilah..wow...byk sgt mende yg sy dpt kat sini..sume nye berharge..sampai skrg..hem,the environemnt,my friends,special frends, ukuwwah with the frens..ah,sume nye best la kat sini!!alhamdullialh,masih keep in touch dgn kwn2 yg disayangi,ever n 4 ever..itu la yg terbaik pun kan?
he~

-pai-

akhirnye,alhamdulillah..semalam terlaksana sudah hasrat nak mkn pai  (konon2 mcm pai kat cameron tu)...wpun pai yg dibuat ini xde gerigi2 mcm kat cameron,tp at least, rmi org ske mkn..hehe..

i don't ve appetite to take lunch, so at about 5.30 pm, feel like to eat pie..tanye prof google dulu,boleh kah hasrat ini dilaksanakan? yeah!!! prof google membantu dgn penuh semangatnye..i like!!!hehe

so, at about 6 pm,bermula lah episod di dapur ku itu..let me share the receipe..mana tau nak wat lg pasni,xyah tanye prof lagi...simple je bebeh..

1st, sila pukul 250 gm mentega + 150 gm gula halus sampai kembang..and + 2 biji telur + 1 sudu kecik esen vanila..duk kacau n kacau,x penat pun,sbb mesin tlg wat kan..hehe..last skali,masukkan 350 gm tepung gandum secara sedikit demi sedikit..act,kite nak bg doh ni lembut, so hasilnye pun akan lembut..so,jgn taruk byk sgt tpg gandum k...350 gm is the minimum la..sbb dia mcm xleh nak kepal lagi kan,so tambah la sikit2,bg dia boleh bentuk sket..

ok,untuk inti dia, ibu mmg da wat isi nenas tu lama dah,simpan je dlm peti sejuk..tp kalo xnak letak nenas pun,kite still leh gne jem, pape jem pun x pe..sedap aja..

tara!!!!da siap..wee~ sgt seronok bile bau dia sgt sedap,best sgt..hehe

kebetulan plak, cik akma and her children dtg, and dia pun dpt mkn panas2..bese la,dtg nak jumpe ibu,tp timing x bape best,nak kat maghrib da..
pas da kmas2 dapor sume, pak long datang nak amik ibu, ada meeting kat umah nenek..and pak long pun sgt teruja and terus je mkn pai nanas ni..feberet pak long ku rpenye..huhu...and ibu pun bungkus2 pai ni,tuk bg pak ngah,mak ngah and nenek..mana la cik tau ramai org ske makan..well,alhamdulillah..syukur [-_-]

filem dunia

- this post xde kene mengena dgn sesiapa,hanya idea nak buat filem.nama pelakon ditukar identiti-

saya bukan x ske N. sy hanye x ske sikap N. sebelum2 ni,sy rasa sy boleh control ketidaksukaan sy terhadapnye. pendam sahaja dlm hati,get rid of it,that's it,case close.i can still ve a chat with N,bw N g pasar besar,pusing2 dlm pasar,siap tggu N gunting rmbut lg.i try to be sumone natural. notting happen. insyaAllah, i gladly doing it, bcoz x ramai can do it to N since everybody was busy. and N need attention i think.

im very grateful to ve B.B tahu how to control me.B tau mcm ne cara nak cakap dgn saya so that i can luahkan apa yg sy pendamkan. x seperti I yg sama emo dgn sy. I agak sukar dikongsikan apa2 cerita mengenai N, sy tahu itu, and i should respect it. B can cry together with me when we were talking about B's mother. B can cry when we talked about B's family. so, when B asked me what happened, i can talk to B.but not to I. I will scream i know. from B, i can make a conclusion.

FORGET WHAT PPL DID BAD TO US, REMEMBER WHAT WE DID BAD TO PPL.

FORGET WHAT WE DID GOOD TO PPL, REMEMBER WHAT PPL DID GOOD TO US.

B asked me why i 'melenting' when I invited N to join us in our trip. of course saya x ske. B asked me why i sanggup buat I mad. is that my intention, my real intention to make I mad??never. i would say i never had any intention to make I mad. sy tahu kalo ditakdirkan Allah cabut nyawa sy time ni, bau syurga pun sukar nak dpt..berat kan?

N ada beberapa biji anggur.letak atas meja soleknya.sy tau N suke anggur.ada sorg budak kecil lg hensem get in the room and took one of it. owh, budak kecil itu suke buah anggur juge!sebelum ni budak kecil tu x ske pula, hingga dia masuk semula ke bilik itu untuk mengambil kali ke 2, but it's gone! rpe2 nye,N da sorokkan,masukkan dlm beg tangannye..aww!i was soooooo.......!!fine,i was mad!!

 this is not one episode of kedekutnye N, i can list if i want, but remember, Allah x ske..tp when ia melibatkan the small kid, N make me hot..

saya bukan lah sape2 nak dibanding dgn N kpd I. tp sy juge ve feeling of envy. I mungkin x fhm. biarlah I xfhm pun. let me pendam myself. no one knows.


luckily sy didalam bidang yg memerlukan 'muke blur'+hati kering+less feeling.i can apply those thing in  my life,tp smpai bile?hem,sedih sgt..kite pendam kan saje ok? 

tetibe nak msukkan cerita Hilal dlm blog ni.it's a nice story. between dad and his son. sang ayah yg x pernah fhm kehendak anak teruna dia...

p/s : cerita hilal lagi best kot dr filem ni..haha

my wish to both of u

skrg is musim exam to wani and mrJ.so i wish both of u the best of luck..do all ur best k!!
to wani yg hyper sket ni, time semput2 ni la nak bukak blog ye..memang part edit blog,design, colour, add button, add pic,memang masuk exam anat tu kan? haha..but it's ok,as long as u know how to limit it..control ur eager and stress nicely..nnt g london,enjoy puas2..
to mJ,wpun madu itu manis, ia pasti pahit bagai hempedu oleh org yg 'merasakannya'. focus in ur exam k!! i want u to success in your life, here and forever..
for me myself, i wish my tahap kesabaran makin tinggi and can control myself..pls Ya Allah..

here u go!!


Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

urus JeNazaH

pg ni ,alhamdulillah, sempat menonton rancangan Tanyalah Ustaz..teringat plak hal2 mati ni time wat study circle in paediatric posting.crite sal bab mati jujge..hem,Prof Khairul mmg best=)

ok,mari kite amalkan if kite berhadapan dgn org mati..moga2, pabila kite meninggal nanti, org akan buat yg sama ke atas kita..
ok,reminder to anak sulung lelaki, bersedialah menjadi imam kpd jenazah bapanye..wpun anda baru berusia 15 thn,da baligh kan?lebih afdhal..mari kite ingat balik..ada 3 perkara yg x akan putus dr org yg mati..

a. ilmu yg berterusan
b. doa dr anak2 yg soleh
c. ___________sape ingat? (jeng2)


islam didasarkan kpd asas ilmu..

ok,mari kite praktikkan..pabila seseorg nak meninggal, kite as yg hidup perlu:

1. menyebutkan Lailahaillah....perdengarkan ke teliga org yg nazak itu..ada disebut dlm hadith nabi..bukan nye sebut, mengucap2, bukannye menyebut ashadualla.....(mengucap)..sbb, waktu nyawa ditarik dr jasad,org mati berdepan dgn pelbagai perkara ghaib..

2. baca surah yaasin...bagus diamalkan..tp bukan di sebelah telinga org yg meninggal tuy..lebih baik dijauhkan..x menganggu org nak meninggal tu menyebut Lailahaillah...

3. org yg meninggal dunia hendaklah bersangka baik dgn Allah..manakala,yg hidup,berdoa si mati meninggal dgn keadaan yg baik.. sebut kan 'innalillahwainnailahi................'..


4. pejamkan mata org yg meninggal dunia itu..n lembutkan tulang2 sendi, b4 dia jadi keras..


pe yg terbalik berlaku ari ni?
hem,keluarga simati menyediakan makanan kpd org yg dtg..it's terbalik..dlm suasana yg sedih baru kehilanagn,org yg dtg sepatutunye dtg menziarah patot menyediakan makanan..sgt terbalik and x wajar..tp, xtau la,ini la org kite..

ok,till here je perkongsian pagi ni..=)

pie

i need sumting. i need sumting to do during this 'college holiday'.. hem...pls help me out!!!

im thinking to bake..apple pie maybe?or jam pie?sbb ritu kat genting,mkn pie tu sgt sedap..

dia buat pie strawberry..ala,letak je jem strawberry dlm tu,letak 2 biji buah strawberry,simple kan?

unplanned holiday -Cameron Highland-

 I felt real boring last Thursday when suddenly i said, jom la kite g cameron.da lama x gi sana..its like bertahun2 la x gi..huhu~

and here we go,on Friday's morning, all of us except Balong and Wani, went to Cameron Highland dgn bekobar2 nye..heheso,perjalanan sangat lama..

s'ban-tapah-lata iskandar-brinchang, Cameron Highland-turun balik ke lata iskandar-kajang-s'ban...

panjang sungguh perjalanan kami.and mcm biasa,nana and ain,the hard-core-sleeping beauty,tido sepanjang masa smpai la kat Lata Iskandar baru diaorg celik..tu pun sbb kene angkat brg2..ngeh2..and we arrived there at about 2 pm,lunch time!!!

biasa la,kiteorg bawa je bekal dr rumah.lg best dgn nasi panas,air kopi panas,smbal udang and kupang,fries and ayam goreng, ikan masin, pergh,,ibu beli lauk lagi,kuah asam pe ntah..alhamdulillah..nmpaknye si hakim shj yg dpt mandi kat waterfall tu.sejuk deh ~ well, kalo la ada keje kosong yg gaji tinggi,i won't keje kat sana..xde line la!!ssh nye nak dpt line kat tgh2 hutan tu..sian hp sy=(

well, after da settle sume,kiteorg troskan perjalanan to Tanah Rata and teros ke Brinchang.OMG..lain sungguh CH skrg..dulu ada tasik yg cantik, besar, and leh amik gambar.skrg,tasik besar tu da kontang,ada pun air lumpur je..sedih nye pemandangan mcm ni=(  penah gak masok tv3 Karam Singh Walia wat liputan, and kantoi la pengusaha2 kat sana byk curi air and stuff..pe la..rosak Msia mcm ni..

Smpai je Brinchang, nmpk Hotel Titiwangsa, and i said,kite test je tgk..coz plan awl,nak balik je mlm..and know what, ibu sgt teruja dgn hotel tuh..family room (2 king bed+1 single bed) +1 steamboat dinner + breakfast whole family)= rm 323..ibu teruja coz ada steamboat,almaklumlah,kiteorg xpenah bersteamboat.ngeh2..

i felt like mahal gak,but pas calculate 323- (rm20 x 5 org steamboat) - (rm 10x 5 org brkfst) = rm 173..173 untuk family room yg bsr bangat!!ok, sgt best..hehe..so,konpem balik esok nye..

so,at about 7.30 pm, we went to the restaurant and ve our steamboat dinner..eww,semua nye raw meat, raw fish,raw prawn..kite kene rebuskan dulu...stail org cine mkn la kan,gne chopstick,no nasik..but then, we took bihun byk2 and jadik la mcm bihun sup..ngeh2..tp best gak la,ada fish balls,sotong, and the best part is the vegetables!!all were soooo fresh and green and byk and tomatoes lagi..rasa mcm kambeng plak mkn sayur byk2..

pas dinner, went out to pasar mlm brinchang..skrg ni,da x brape sejuk da..we wore normal shirts, no sweater, except ibu yg mmg x tahan sejuk..and back to our room at about 10-11 pm, and wat jama' and zzzzzz...sempat wish nyte sahaja tyo my hp..xleh ckp lama2..lalalalala

ok,sejuk bangat!!mmg untung la kan owner hotel coz xperlu pk kos nak wat air-cond..mlm mmg sejuk abes la..i woke twice to PU, and after subuh, i felt really hungry! in normal physiology, time sejuk2 gini,it's easier 4 u to PU, ur body metabolism will be high to supply heat to all over the body, that's y u need energy aka eat a lot..owh, xleh2..dulu duk UK pun, i gained 7 kilos in 2 month!!xleh kurus kat negara sejuk=(

breakfast mmg heaven..mango juice@ice lemon tea+nasi lemak+mee goreng mamak+beehun goreng+wedges+fresh vegetables..what r u waiting 4??i wish to ve breakfast like this every day,can i?

 

pas breakfast, lepak2 dlm bilik dulu..sume tido balik..and kemas2 barang,check out at 12 noon sharp.1st place we went was Kg Raja. A must place to go.hem,ala,lebih kurg sama je dgn pasar mlm brincang, tp kat sini,tmpat dia is the peak of CH. paling tggi aka paling sejuk.tp,la ni da x sejuk sgt..=(  then, went to strawberry park,tgk2 je..xde masa nak layan entry fees rm 20 sorg for picking 0.5 kg strawberry..huhu

well, byk sgt asap from lorries, cars, buses, even a child can easily get pneumonia. mmg x nmpk sgt asap2 tuh,sama la mcm kat Uk,they claimed negara diaorg paling bersih..tp kalo kite bg udara panas kat sana,kantoi..konpem debu sepah2 nye..bought some strawbery, and tea and shirts..owh,baju labuh kat sana mmg murah2..nana ibu ain amik 2 pasang sorg..isk3,xtau la nape i didn't like pki shirt labuh2 gini..huhu~kalo terasa nk pakai,pinjam je..hehe

kiteorg turun balik went to the Brinchang's park, ve our lunch there..sgt best!!nyaman..and after solat sume,turun lagi ke Lata Iskandar,sambil minum2 petang menghirup udara damai..sory again,no line here..sumone was mad at me=(

smapi je kat Tapah,line clear, we went to Pasar Malam Tapah..ok,babah sgt ske dpt gi sini.mengingati kembali nostalgia lama..dush2..babah ku seorg yg romantika..after settle maghrib isyak kat Masjid Tapah, we went home and singgah sebentar kat Kajang..to mkana sate Kajang..tmpat Hj Samuri sebelah stadium ni da upgrade..ada air-cond,layanan mcm kat KFC, computerized system, no more tunggu2 setengah jam..baru duk 5 minit,da sampai 50 batang sate=) i like!!!

 

and after mkn2 sume,OMG kul 11 ke kiteog dinner??, we went home..smpai umah area 12 am lebih,,huk2..hp ku merajuk..

day 6 of hOlz

yesterday, while i taught Ain my lil sister, in Science at 8 am (sian dia yaya asyik cubet sbb xtau jawab soalan), i was thinking to bake sumting...g dapur jap,tgk ada kurma 1 kotak dlm peti..yeah, trus tanye prof google pe nak wat ngn kurma tu..n prof google memberikan jawapan yg memberangsangkan..KEK KURMA!!

so, tanpa melengahkan masa, i go through the ingredient, fine,sume ada dlm umah,xperlu g kedai..

agak simple gak cara nak wat..
 1st, panaskan 250 gm butter plus 160 gm sugar dlm periuk with small fire.kacau smpai xnmpk gula halus tu lagi..pastu padam api..bg dia BETOL2 sejuk,kalo x,kek jadik bantat..pas sejuk masukkan 4 biji telur satu persatu and kacau..
sementara tu,blend kan 150 ml susu ( i used hakim's milk,DUGRO honey 123 + F&N -jimat sket) together with 230 gm kurma yg da dibuang biji..masukkan dlm periuk yg  da SEJUK td ok..
then, ayak 230gm tepung gandum + 2 sudu kck baking powder + 1 soda bikarbonat..masukkan sket2 dlm periuk td,kacau smpai penat.

tara!!!ini lah hasilnye=)

slalu masak kek gune loyang 4 segi tu.tp kali ni, malas nak potong2 kek,buat terus mcm cup cake..senang org makan satu2..hehe

cantik bila dia da kembang kan?kalo satu adunan ni, leh dapat 38 kek kurma comel ni..

ibu suke sgt dapat mkn kek ni..ye lor,bangun tido je,da siap kek kurma..he~ and ibu request wat banyak2, so leh bawak gi airport, nak anta makcu balik London mlm kang..so,i bake another 3 adunan, and alhamdulillah, bawa je airport, laku sume...leh bukak kedai pasni..hihi



p/s :  nak pos ke UMP, takot penyat pulok..

JimUm's Wedding

yesterday is my friend's wedding, held at UPM's dewan banquet, sgt meriah,sgt ramai org datang..JIMUM stand for Jimmy aka Mohd Najmi and Mumtazah,selamat diijabkabulkan at about 9.30 in the morning dengan sekali lafaz sahaja..both of them are our batch-mate, both of them are 22 y.o.. berkenalan since foundation in CUCMS, naik 1st,2nd and 3rd year,selamat mengikat talian yg sah [-_-]

well,what can i say about this newlyweds?

sama cantik,sama padan,semoga kalian berbahagia hingga ke ahir hayat..hingga ke anak cucu..hehe..

act, Mum's mother is our invited lecturer for O&G posting. she is an O&G specialist, and memang anak2 Dr Fauziah ni kawen awal..bahagia sungguh la sume anak dr da kawen..he~

ti time kat Masjid UPm..owh,Mum is still malu2..hehe...pasni nak panggil Jimmy pe ye Mum?

she's really gorgeous, isn't she?

me with the newlywed and Tim on my left side..time mkn2,kiteorg borak sal wedding Tim and Taj..hehe..Tim da ready da,Taj pun sama,but then,Tim's mother x bg anak dia kawen dulu..abeskan study..huhu...eventhough Tim's mother pun Dr,xsama perception dgn Mum's mother..tggu je la ye  Tim..ur day will come jgak=)

i doakan jodoh u dgn Taj akan berkekalan,n terikatdgn ikatan yg sah x lama lg!!