filem dunia

- this post xde kene mengena dgn sesiapa,hanya idea nak buat filem.nama pelakon ditukar identiti-

saya bukan x ske N. sy hanye x ske sikap N. sebelum2 ni,sy rasa sy boleh control ketidaksukaan sy terhadapnye. pendam sahaja dlm hati,get rid of it,that's it,case close.i can still ve a chat with N,bw N g pasar besar,pusing2 dlm pasar,siap tggu N gunting rmbut lg.i try to be sumone natural. notting happen. insyaAllah, i gladly doing it, bcoz x ramai can do it to N since everybody was busy. and N need attention i think.

im very grateful to ve B.B tahu how to control me.B tau mcm ne cara nak cakap dgn saya so that i can luahkan apa yg sy pendamkan. x seperti I yg sama emo dgn sy. I agak sukar dikongsikan apa2 cerita mengenai N, sy tahu itu, and i should respect it. B can cry together with me when we were talking about B's mother. B can cry when we talked about B's family. so, when B asked me what happened, i can talk to B.but not to I. I will scream i know. from B, i can make a conclusion.

FORGET WHAT PPL DID BAD TO US, REMEMBER WHAT WE DID BAD TO PPL.

FORGET WHAT WE DID GOOD TO PPL, REMEMBER WHAT PPL DID GOOD TO US.

B asked me why i 'melenting' when I invited N to join us in our trip. of course saya x ske. B asked me why i sanggup buat I mad. is that my intention, my real intention to make I mad??never. i would say i never had any intention to make I mad. sy tahu kalo ditakdirkan Allah cabut nyawa sy time ni, bau syurga pun sukar nak dpt..berat kan?

N ada beberapa biji anggur.letak atas meja soleknya.sy tau N suke anggur.ada sorg budak kecil lg hensem get in the room and took one of it. owh, budak kecil itu suke buah anggur juge!sebelum ni budak kecil tu x ske pula, hingga dia masuk semula ke bilik itu untuk mengambil kali ke 2, but it's gone! rpe2 nye,N da sorokkan,masukkan dlm beg tangannye..aww!i was soooooo.......!!fine,i was mad!!

 this is not one episode of kedekutnye N, i can list if i want, but remember, Allah x ske..tp when ia melibatkan the small kid, N make me hot..

saya bukan lah sape2 nak dibanding dgn N kpd I. tp sy juge ve feeling of envy. I mungkin x fhm. biarlah I xfhm pun. let me pendam myself. no one knows.


luckily sy didalam bidang yg memerlukan 'muke blur'+hati kering+less feeling.i can apply those thing in  my life,tp smpai bile?hem,sedih sgt..kite pendam kan saje ok? 

tetibe nak msukkan cerita Hilal dlm blog ni.it's a nice story. between dad and his son. sang ayah yg x pernah fhm kehendak anak teruna dia...

p/s : cerita hilal lagi best kot dr filem ni..haha