Rasullah SAW bersabda:"Orang yang berzikir kepada Allah ditengah-tengah orang yang lalai ibarat sebuah pepohonan yang hijau ditengah-tengah pepohonan yang kering."
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
kilogram
my duty for this week is in the clinic.
dr: da bape kg naik ni ye?
ptn: x naik byk dr...
dr: eh,kene la naik kan berat lagi..baby pun nak mkn juge..
me talking to myself...
mimi: da bape kg naik ye?
mim: em,xsure plak,tp rasa mcm da naik byk je ni..
mimi: da bape lama x kuar jog ye?
mim:sejak sebelum puasa rasanye..(sbb puasa ritu x penah pun jog)
mimi:lamanye!!!boleh x gi joging skrg????
pls....jadi...rajen..boleh...x...cik...syamimi...huarghhhh
dr: da bape kg naik ni ye?
ptn: x naik byk dr...
dr: eh,kene la naik kan berat lagi..baby pun nak mkn juge..
me talking to myself...
mimi: da bape kg naik ye?
mim: em,xsure plak,tp rasa mcm da naik byk je ni..
mimi: da bape lama x kuar jog ye?
mim:sejak sebelum puasa rasanye..(sbb puasa ritu x penah pun jog)
mimi:lamanye!!!boleh x gi joging skrg????
c-sec
such a veryyyy long night today...
me and ain on-call..supposed from 5pm to 12am..
hope for sumting fun to happen..
of course labour room was fun when u heard the nurses jerit2.'push!!push!!!and all of us were waiting for the baby to come out and grasping the air..=)
today, at about 5pm, a pregnant wife and her husband came in sbb da regular contraction.so,check punye check,os 4 cm..tggi lagi..so,hold dulu..target by 9 pm,os will bukak lagi besar..(sory gune medical term mls nak pk)..seronok dpt berkongsi dgn patient on how u can breath in & out to make u feel calm and comfortable.feel like ive delivered a baby (muahaha), padahal da byk kali tgk,so mcm da tau cara2 nak teran sume..
then,history taking,previous c-sec scar due to fetal distress. so hopfully kali ni nye baby,nak deliver normal xnak operate c-sec..while waiting, its almost maghrib,and the husband is still in the labour room teman his wife..i was wondering, as a husband waiting for his child, he should put all his hope & faith on Allah. the good way mungkin,he can recite the Quran, ajar istri dia zikir or selawat sama2..(that's the tipical muslim husband'll do in the labour room btw)..doctors are just like an instrument from Allah to ease the proses kelahiran..Allah will menentukan either the child is safe or not..hem, he keep asking us about his wife, and sy perasan even da nak abes waktu maghrib pun,he's still in there..am not sure where he prayed..ok,let me husnuzon to this guy..mungkin dia ada masalah ke pape ke ,btol x?em..
then,about 11pm, the baby progressing was still poor, so the MO on-call decided to do c-sec. baby pun da brady & there was light meconium stain keluar dr bwh..that's mean,baby da berak kat dlm, and we were afraid the thingy get into his/her mouth & jadi aspiration pneumonia --> death..
proceed!!!proceed!!!!terus tolak gi OT (operation theathe)
kami yg medical student ni pun terkedek2 lari masuk OT nak tgk c-sec..
11pm,operation start..
11.10,all nurses da siap brg,dr masuk terus je belah perut..
11.20pm,masih berusaha bukak perut..
kiteorg da cuak2..sume senyap..dlm hati zikir byk2 moga Allah mudahkan urusan akk ni..
11.30pm, alhamdulillah,baby keluar dr perut.but he/she was not crying!!!
then few minutes later,uwekkkkkk (baby nanges mcm kene dera..hehe)
and the baby terus anta keluar OT, pass to the pediatrician yg da siap tggu nak check keadaan baby..alhamdullilah,everything's going well..
in conclusion, i feel touched for what had happen tonyte..mother..emak..ummi..and so what ever nama panggilan pun diberi untuk manusia yg telah melahirkan kita, i feel so blessed to be delivered in this world..tq for ur effort and strength to hold me inside ur womb everyday non-stop for 9 month..and i know im such a big baby,berat plak tu..hihi..and i wanna thank you for being such a wonderful mother to me and my other siblings..ibu yg sanggup bergadai nyawa demi anak2 nye..yeah,as we all know if our mother dead due to delivery of baby,its considered mati shahid..
ok,feel sleepy..suddenly i was thinking..what am i going to do after this?hem..
nyte everyone..salam..
me and ain on-call..supposed from 5pm to 12am..
hope for sumting fun to happen..
of course labour room was fun when u heard the nurses jerit2.'push!!push!!!and all of us were waiting for the baby to come out and grasping the air..=)
today, at about 5pm, a pregnant wife and her husband came in sbb da regular contraction.so,check punye check,os 4 cm..tggi lagi..so,hold dulu..target by 9 pm,os will bukak lagi besar..(sory gune medical term mls nak pk)..seronok dpt berkongsi dgn patient on how u can breath in & out to make u feel calm and comfortable.feel like ive delivered a baby (muahaha), padahal da byk kali tgk,so mcm da tau cara2 nak teran sume..
then,history taking,previous c-sec scar due to fetal distress. so hopfully kali ni nye baby,nak deliver normal xnak operate c-sec..while waiting, its almost maghrib,and the husband is still in the labour room teman his wife..i was wondering, as a husband waiting for his child, he should put all his hope & faith on Allah. the good way mungkin,he can recite the Quran, ajar istri dia zikir or selawat sama2..(that's the tipical muslim husband'll do in the labour room btw)..doctors are just like an instrument from Allah to ease the proses kelahiran..Allah will menentukan either the child is safe or not..hem, he keep asking us about his wife, and sy perasan even da nak abes waktu maghrib pun,he's still in there..am not sure where he prayed..ok,let me husnuzon to this guy..mungkin dia ada masalah ke pape ke ,btol x?em..
then,about 11pm, the baby progressing was still poor, so the MO on-call decided to do c-sec. baby pun da brady & there was light meconium stain keluar dr bwh..that's mean,baby da berak kat dlm, and we were afraid the thingy get into his/her mouth & jadi aspiration pneumonia --> death..
proceed!!!proceed!!!!terus tolak gi OT (operation theathe)
kami yg medical student ni pun terkedek2 lari masuk OT nak tgk c-sec..
11pm,operation start..
11.10,all nurses da siap brg,dr masuk terus je belah perut..
11.20pm,masih berusaha bukak perut..
kiteorg da cuak2..sume senyap..dlm hati zikir byk2 moga Allah mudahkan urusan akk ni..
11.30pm, alhamdulillah,baby keluar dr perut.but he/she was not crying!!!
then few minutes later,uwekkkkkk (baby nanges mcm kene dera..hehe)
and the baby terus anta keluar OT, pass to the pediatrician yg da siap tggu nak check keadaan baby..alhamdullilah,everything's going well..
in conclusion, i feel touched for what had happen tonyte..mother..emak..ummi..and so what ever nama panggilan pun diberi untuk manusia yg telah melahirkan kita, i feel so blessed to be delivered in this world..tq for ur effort and strength to hold me inside ur womb everyday non-stop for 9 month..and i know im such a big baby,berat plak tu..hihi..and i wanna thank you for being such a wonderful mother to me and my other siblings..ibu yg sanggup bergadai nyawa demi anak2 nye..yeah,as we all know if our mother dead due to delivery of baby,its considered mati shahid..
ok,feel sleepy..suddenly i was thinking..what am i going to do after this?hem..
nyte everyone..salam..
Sunday, September 25, 2011
saya dan awak
Tatkala seorang jejaka memandang cermin, apa yang selalu difikirkan adalah "handsome kah aku?", "adakah otot-otot aku semantap Arnold Schwarzenegger?" dan seumpamanya. (ok,that's 4 you)
Tatkala seorg gadis memandang cermin dimana2 sahaja, apa yang selalu difikirkan adalah,'comel x tudung aku rini?baju ni ok x nak pakai gi kelas?'ada ala2 wardina x rupa aku rini?'dan seumpanya...(ok,i think that's for me)
Apa kata selepas ini, kita bertanyakan soalan berikut ketika memandang cermin :
1. Adakah aku sentiasa taat kepada Allah dan Rasullulah?
2. Adakah jihad Fisabilillah adalah matlamat dan program hidup aku?
3. Adakah mati syahid adalah cita-cita hidup tertinggi aku?
4. Selama ini, adakah aku sabar dalam menghadapi ujian dan cabaran daripada Allah?
5. Ikhlaskah aku dalam beramal?
6. Adakah kampung akhirat menjadi tujuan utama hidupku?
7. Takutkah aku kepada ujian Allah dan ancaman-Nya?
8. Adakah aku selalu memohon ampun atas segala dosa-dosaku?
9. Adakah aku zuhud dengan dunia tetapi tidak meninggalkannya?
10. Adakah solat malam menjadi kebiasaanku?
11. Adakah aku bertawakal kepada Allah atau aku kerap mengeluh?
12. Adakah aku kerap memberikan infaq di waktu senang mahupun sempit?
13. Berusahakah aku untuk menerapkan nilai kasih sayang sesama mukmin dan ukhwah di antara mereka?
14. Kuatkah aku amar maaruf dan nahi munkar?
15. Adakah aku sangat kuat memegang amanah, janji dan kerahsiaan?
16. Adakah aku seorang pemaaf?
Andai jawapan kepada persoalan-persoalan di atas adalah positif belaka, maka anda memiliki ciri-ciri lelaki soleh idaman wanita!
(*-*)
Friday, September 23, 2011
sedih
baru abes present case gyne..
sedih..
its too simple n yet too simple sgt nak discuss..
abes kene jerit =(
p/s:boleh x dr pasni jgn tinggi suara?blank otak sy nak jawab dgn suara tggi2 ni..
sedih..
its too simple n yet too simple sgt nak discuss..
abes kene jerit =(
p/s:boleh x dr pasni jgn tinggi suara?blank otak sy nak jawab dgn suara tggi2 ni..
Thursday, September 22, 2011
small part of life as woman
few minutes b4 class kjap lagi stat..
i was thinking a bit..
my experience recently gi beraya umah org..
to be exact, she is my mother's friend, quite close to our family..she's very rich businesswoman, with 2 kids complete family i guess, ve her own scarf business and quite wealthy jugak la..
so,expect to her house to gi beraya and have some food for dinner..(haha,its only me..i dunno why,but somehow my stomach was craving for food especially rendang lemang nasi impit kuah kacang mee soto u name it :)
unfortunately, expect the unexpected..it was a sad story actually. baru je tahu,she was traumatized to cook and she didnt really prepared food for us.she took the whole day to prepare mee jawa, but then, x jadik and she just throw away the food like that. and end up buat cucur ubi and serve to us. then,her husband went out for a while and bought roti arab and kuah kari kambing ass add on meals..huhu..
my main point is,as woman, nak xnak,u ve to know how to cook, how to serve ur family (main important thing), how to serve the guest coming to ur house and all female stuff yg lain. its quite embarrassing for her actually, and i think she feel bad and sad..poor her..
yeah,she have everything..big house,big comapany,alhamdulillah praise to Allah nikmat Dia bagi..
i can make my mom as my idol..well,she is a very good cook. u name it,she can cook very well. even nasi dah mentah tgk masak tu pun dia boleh repair. if me,hoho...maaflah laling...
last few days we had this open house for my relative buat tahlil and small makan2 to celebrate syawal..well,as usual, my mom is the chef in the house, make sure everything was ready the day before the event..rendang, nasi impit,kuah kacang,smbal ayam..well,the main menu is nasi ayam..yeah,me and wani and nana and ain of course tolong ibu masak2..and on that day,not much to do except potong2 kuih and settle everything..everyone love the meals=)alhamdulillah,habis xde pembaziran berlaku..
and i was remember when the time nenek belah babah suruh ibu masakkan gulai itik or somthing before kahwin..just to testing ibu la tu...ibu xpenah pun masak gulai itik tu,but then,with the confidence and good technique, she made it. and nenek happy with her. then they get married,,hehe
hopfully my mother in law xletakkan syarat yg ketat sblm kawen..huhu~
(ok,that's my naughty imagination je..hihi)
i was thinking a bit..
my experience recently gi beraya umah org..
to be exact, she is my mother's friend, quite close to our family..she's very rich businesswoman, with 2 kids complete family i guess, ve her own scarf business and quite wealthy jugak la..
so,expect to her house to gi beraya and have some food for dinner..(haha,its only me..i dunno why,but somehow my stomach was craving for food especially rendang lemang nasi impit kuah kacang mee soto u name it :)
unfortunately, expect the unexpected..it was a sad story actually. baru je tahu,she was traumatized to cook and she didnt really prepared food for us.she took the whole day to prepare mee jawa, but then, x jadik and she just throw away the food like that. and end up buat cucur ubi and serve to us. then,her husband went out for a while and bought roti arab and kuah kari kambing ass add on meals..huhu..
my main point is,as woman, nak xnak,u ve to know how to cook, how to serve ur family (main important thing), how to serve the guest coming to ur house and all female stuff yg lain. its quite embarrassing for her actually, and i think she feel bad and sad..poor her..
yeah,she have everything..big house,big comapany,alhamdulillah praise to Allah nikmat Dia bagi..
i can make my mom as my idol..well,she is a very good cook. u name it,she can cook very well. even nasi dah mentah tgk masak tu pun dia boleh repair. if me,hoho...maaflah laling...
last few days we had this open house for my relative buat tahlil and small makan2 to celebrate syawal..well,as usual, my mom is the chef in the house, make sure everything was ready the day before the event..rendang, nasi impit,kuah kacang,smbal ayam..well,the main menu is nasi ayam..yeah,me and wani and nana and ain of course tolong ibu masak2..and on that day,not much to do except potong2 kuih and settle everything..everyone love the meals=)alhamdulillah,habis xde pembaziran berlaku..
and i was remember when the time nenek belah babah suruh ibu masakkan gulai itik or somthing before kahwin..just to testing ibu la tu...ibu xpenah pun masak gulai itik tu,but then,with the confidence and good technique, she made it. and nenek happy with her. then they get married,,hehe
hopfully my mother in law xletakkan syarat yg ketat sblm kawen..huhu~
(ok,that's my naughty imagination je..hihi)
Thursday, September 15, 2011
happy=)
last day for surgery
blink2(+_+)(bahagianye surgery ni da abes!!!)
1.hepy nak balik satgi
2.hepy nak kmas umah putra
3.hepy esok nak wat open house..marilah jemput dth umah beraya kat ampangan=)
4.hepy esok sume sedara berkumpul,wat tahlil and doa kesyukuran skali
5.hepy sbb isnin nanti masuk posting beranak..
hoyeh~
blink2(+_+)(bahagianye surgery ni da abes!!!)
1.hepy nak balik satgi
2.hepy nak kmas umah putra
3.hepy esok nak wat open house..marilah jemput dth umah beraya kat ampangan=)
4.hepy esok sume sedara berkumpul,wat tahlil and doa kesyukuran skali
5.hepy sbb isnin nanti masuk posting beranak..
hoyeh~
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
surgeon
well2...few days before we end our surgery posting..
i'll miss this posting (seriously??)
hem..
well,i will miss my lecturers, all the dedicated lecturers..
well,u know what?
we are from IPTS..and the lecturers are not purely from local ppl..our surgeon aka surgery lecturers aka machoman all from Egypt,Somalia and Iran..
our surgery department conducted by Mr Ali Almu.... Al...... bin Al.......the lecturers plak sume hok nama arab ada 3-4 huruf tu..tp panggil depa senang je,Mr Ali ,Mr Hazem, Mr Shaker..yup,Mr is for the surgeon only..kalo specialist len,panggil Dr je...notice that all surgeons MOSTly are men..nape yep?
sy ske sgt dgn depa ni,sbb diaorgnye semangat nak mengajar tu,sgt luar biasa..hem,mcm diaorng ni text book,and kite dgr je diaorg ckp,smpai tepu da pale nak masuk..sy xtau pe rahsia diaorg boleh jadik 'orang text book'..sama mcm the lecturers kat Egypt time sy wat attachment kat sana..diaorg punye smngat nak mngaja sgt tinggi smngat,padahal da tgh hari,student mcm da layu...huhu
ok fine,i wanna share one of my lecturer..Mr Hazem (38yo male single from Egypt) graduated from Cairo uni, sambung kat Royal College of Surgery Uk, and the best part is,dia gi Msia,khidmat with KKM, (bajet nak dtg Msia sbb tertarik dgn deep beautiful sea cm Langkawi,tp alih2 kene anta ke Swak.hehe) for 7 years..7YRS kat swak!!!!!u know!!!oh my...and,after 7 years, gi semenanjung,and masuk CUCMS and lecturing...klas dia? just bw kunci kete je,dgn ilmu penuh di dada..dia siap hafal every single sign&symptoms,kalo 6,6 la dia sebut,kalo 10,pup pup pup,sume dia keluarkan.. btol2 mcm buku teks..
kan best kalo dalam exam kite dpt jawab mcm tu.pp pup pup terus kua sume jwpan...bahagia je hati lecturer..ni suk terkuis sana sini,pk yg rare2 punye...huhu..cmne nak lpas aih..
mmg salute la..and sometimes he shows us some pictures esp dlm OT..time dia tgh bedah thyroid ke,hernia ke,perut ke,so what ever la,and he likes sharing his experience (still xpat menarik minat sy suka kan surgery sbb surgery covers lotz of thing and susah)..and it helps us to visualize the real things going on...he's one out of 15 surgeons yg berkhidmat di seluruh Swak..sikit kan??so,no doubt la he's a very skillful surgeon..untuk 7 thn dia duk Swak x g mana2,mang dia dpt experience yg melampau2 seronok..huhu..he's also one of the lecturer yg encourage us to do HO in swak or sabah..bcz he knows,we will learn better there with the minimal sources and the not-so-easy-patient...
u know,i wish that med student have that spirit to study and study and study..if he can finish that bery & love (surgeon's text book) in his time,why not us kan?
yeah,he's one of the dedicated lecturer we have..sy doakan dia terus berkhidmat dgn CUCMS, terus menerus menebarkan bakti di Malaysia ni..well,dia xtau ckp bahasa melayu..'so,what language can u speak sir?'i asked the other day..'oh,i just can speak in English, Arabic, and Iban'..hehee
p/s: next week is our new posting...O&G!!!!ho yeah!!!my feveroteh...mari bertemu dgn ibu2 mengandung and baby2 yg comel=)))))
tp scary sket sbb dr tu particular sket..huhu
i'll miss this posting (seriously??)
hem..
well,i will miss my lecturers, all the dedicated lecturers..
well,u know what?
we are from IPTS..and the lecturers are not purely from local ppl..our surgeon aka surgery lecturers aka machoman all from Egypt,Somalia and Iran..
our surgery department conducted by Mr Ali Almu.... Al...... bin Al.......the lecturers plak sume hok nama arab ada 3-4 huruf tu..tp panggil depa senang je,Mr Ali ,Mr Hazem, Mr Shaker..yup,Mr is for the surgeon only..kalo specialist len,panggil Dr je...notice that all surgeons MOSTly are men..nape yep?
sy ske sgt dgn depa ni,sbb diaorgnye semangat nak mengajar tu,sgt luar biasa..hem,mcm diaorng ni text book,and kite dgr je diaorg ckp,smpai tepu da pale nak masuk..sy xtau pe rahsia diaorg boleh jadik 'orang text book'..sama mcm the lecturers kat Egypt time sy wat attachment kat sana..diaorg punye smngat nak mngaja sgt tinggi smngat,padahal da tgh hari,student mcm da layu...huhu
ok fine,i wanna share one of my lecturer..Mr Hazem (38yo male single from Egypt) graduated from Cairo uni, sambung kat Royal College of Surgery Uk, and the best part is,dia gi Msia,khidmat with KKM, (bajet nak dtg Msia sbb tertarik dgn deep beautiful sea cm Langkawi,tp alih2 kene anta ke Swak.hehe) for 7 years..7YRS kat swak!!!!!u know!!!oh my...and,after 7 years, gi semenanjung,and masuk CUCMS and lecturing...klas dia? just bw kunci kete je,dgn ilmu penuh di dada..dia siap hafal every single sign&symptoms,kalo 6,6 la dia sebut,kalo 10,pup pup pup,sume dia keluarkan.. btol2 mcm buku teks..
kan best kalo dalam exam kite dpt jawab mcm tu.pp pup pup terus kua sume jwpan...bahagia je hati lecturer..ni suk terkuis sana sini,pk yg rare2 punye...huhu..cmne nak lpas aih..
mmg salute la..and sometimes he shows us some pictures esp dlm OT..time dia tgh bedah thyroid ke,hernia ke,perut ke,so what ever la,and he likes sharing his experience (still xpat menarik minat sy suka kan surgery sbb surgery covers lotz of thing and susah)..and it helps us to visualize the real things going on...he's one out of 15 surgeons yg berkhidmat di seluruh Swak..sikit kan??so,no doubt la he's a very skillful surgeon..untuk 7 thn dia duk Swak x g mana2,mang dia dpt experience yg melampau2 seronok..huhu..he's also one of the lecturer yg encourage us to do HO in swak or sabah..bcz he knows,we will learn better there with the minimal sources and the not-so-easy-patient...
u know,i wish that med student have that spirit to study and study and study..if he can finish that bery & love (surgeon's text book) in his time,why not us kan?
yeah,he's one of the dedicated lecturer we have..sy doakan dia terus berkhidmat dgn CUCMS, terus menerus menebarkan bakti di Malaysia ni..well,dia xtau ckp bahasa melayu..'so,what language can u speak sir?'i asked the other day..'oh,i just can speak in English, Arabic, and Iban'..hehee
p/s: next week is our new posting...O&G!!!!ho yeah!!!my feveroteh...mari bertemu dgn ibu2 mengandung and baby2 yg comel=)))))
tp scary sket sbb dr tu particular sket..huhu
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
sugery (pembedahan)
salam..
venue: putrajaya
masa:baru balik exam
mood:kurang baik
sebab?
sy rasa saya kene belajar lagi untuk posting bedah ni..bykkkk lg kene belaja..tadi sy just present kes cholesystisis (infection gall bladder), which i prepared the case yesterday night..padan muka diri sendiri sbb buat kerja smbil ber'fb'ing..(kwn upload pic fai's wedding,sape x excited nak komen kan..)wpon keje siap,tp bila kene soal mcm2 tadi,kantoi jgak..huks...kenapa la mr Alm tu suke sgt bg soalan susah????
well,b4 nak present tu, smpai hospital je,terus gi toilet..saket perot nye pasal..seb bek x tremor dpn mr ALm td..aish...
sy sedih la!!!tp lega jgak, da lpas da exam surgery nih..markah pun boleh la thn,more than half,ok la kan?tp xpuas hati jgak..sob2..
i need to read more!!!understand more!!
teringat dulu b4 amik medic ni,i was like,boleh ke nak amik medic ni?berat tau...
but then,after thinking more than the thinkers,i decided to do medicine sbb medicine is very challenging..ha,sekarang,amekkkk...hoho
td one of my classmate MN pun present case jgak..breast cancer..mcm best je history dia sume!!so,warning to me,amik la kes yg best2 sket..cholecyctitis tu bkn x best, tp ptn x gi operation pe g,so,hang ni mcm dig ur own grave jgak la...sobz..MN dpt markah best kot!!!jelas sgt...tp,he deserve the marks la kan..otak pandai mcm specialist...aish
k,nak study..this week final surgery posting..da x jmp machoman lg pasni..well,machoman ada kat surgery je kot..lain2 specialty,ada gak hok dr pmpn..huhu..well,am not going to be a surgeon, for sure...hem..
nak transfer otak machoman kedalam otak sy ni boleh x?
venue: putrajaya
masa:baru balik exam
mood:kurang baik
sebab?
sy rasa saya kene belajar lagi untuk posting bedah ni..bykkkk lg kene belaja..tadi sy just present kes cholesystisis (infection gall bladder), which i prepared the case yesterday night..padan muka diri sendiri sbb buat kerja smbil ber'fb'ing..(kwn upload pic fai's wedding,sape x excited nak komen kan..)wpon keje siap,tp bila kene soal mcm2 tadi,kantoi jgak..huks...kenapa la mr Alm tu suke sgt bg soalan susah????
well,b4 nak present tu, smpai hospital je,terus gi toilet..saket perot nye pasal..seb bek x tremor dpn mr ALm td..aish...
sy sedih la!!!tp lega jgak, da lpas da exam surgery nih..markah pun boleh la thn,more than half,ok la kan?tp xpuas hati jgak..sob2..
i need to read more!!!understand more!!
teringat dulu b4 amik medic ni,i was like,boleh ke nak amik medic ni?berat tau...
but then,after thinking more than the thinkers,i decided to do medicine sbb medicine is very challenging..ha,sekarang,amekkkk...hoho
td one of my classmate MN pun present case jgak..breast cancer..mcm best je history dia sume!!so,warning to me,amik la kes yg best2 sket..cholecyctitis tu bkn x best, tp ptn x gi operation pe g,so,hang ni mcm dig ur own grave jgak la...sobz..MN dpt markah best kot!!!jelas sgt...tp,he deserve the marks la kan..otak pandai mcm specialist...aish
k,nak study..this week final surgery posting..da x jmp machoman lg pasni..well,machoman ada kat surgery je kot..lain2 specialty,ada gak hok dr pmpn..huhu..well,am not going to be a surgeon, for sure...hem..
nak transfer otak machoman kedalam otak sy ni boleh x?
Tuesday, September 06, 2011
2 perkataan yg ringan tp berat
i was listening to the radio when suddenly one of the ustaz give this teka teki...
que:
what are the 2 words, easy to say but very heavy to do?
ans:
subhanallah wa bihamdihi...
subhanallah hil'azim...
senang kan nak sebut?
senang x nak amalkan?
berat tau pahala kite dapat...
Allah pun suka..
so,jgn berat2 nak amalkan..
time tgh2 jem dlm kete tu,instead of mengelamun,u can practice this..moga kite makin rapat dgn Dia =)
p/s: selamat berpuasa sunat 6 semua...
que:
what are the 2 words, easy to say but very heavy to do?
ans:
subhanallah wa bihamdihi...
subhanallah hil'azim...
senang kan nak sebut?
senang x nak amalkan?
berat tau pahala kite dapat...
Allah pun suka..
so,jgn berat2 nak amalkan..
time tgh2 jem dlm kete tu,instead of mengelamun,u can practice this..moga kite makin rapat dgn Dia =)
p/s: selamat berpuasa sunat 6 semua...
Sunday, September 04, 2011
post syawal
alhamdulillah..
today is sunday,and amazingly im here in putrajaya..baru smpai after isyak tadi..selalunye ill drive on monday morning, but then,i decided to go back early (xla awal sgt pun kan), just to get back my mood..
mood to study after a week of raya holiday..
mood to get tune with my study surrounding..
to get rid my bad mood...
to cool down myself..
well,just a reminder..im a student..a medical student..i love medicine..who love me have to love medicine..bcz why?bcz medicine needs me more..medicine need me to make a lot of sacrifices..medicine teach me to be strong,so do people around me..medicine teach me to be selfish in order to get the knowledge..i ve to prioritize medicine than going home and have dinner with the whole family..bcz im a medical student..
and yet am not working...if im a doctor, a working not anymore a student, the demand will increase..i ve to prioritize my patient, my work rather than myself, my family..bcz why?bcz i choose medicine..this is medicine life..
so,pls understand me..
i want to be a safe and good muslim doctor..do encourage and help me along the way to fulfill my ambition..
tq for ur dua..
today is sunday,and amazingly im here in putrajaya..baru smpai after isyak tadi..selalunye ill drive on monday morning, but then,i decided to go back early (xla awal sgt pun kan), just to get back my mood..
mood to study after a week of raya holiday..
mood to get tune with my study surrounding..
to get rid my bad mood...
to cool down myself..
well,just a reminder..im a student..a medical student..i love medicine..who love me have to love medicine..bcz why?bcz medicine needs me more..medicine need me to make a lot of sacrifices..medicine teach me to be strong,so do people around me..medicine teach me to be selfish in order to get the knowledge..i ve to prioritize medicine than going home and have dinner with the whole family..bcz im a medical student..
and yet am not working...if im a doctor, a working not anymore a student, the demand will increase..i ve to prioritize my patient, my work rather than myself, my family..bcz why?bcz i choose medicine..this is medicine life..
so,pls understand me..
i want to be a safe and good muslim doctor..do encourage and help me along the way to fulfill my ambition..
tq for ur dua..
Friday, September 02, 2011
fai's wedding
am going to my one of my x-skool mate wedding tonight..sban-parit buntar..by bus of course (sbb baba xbg drive)
fasihah abd samad..
dia nak kawen da!!!
ok,sorg dr group sy da nak kawen,esok dia nikah..moga majlis fai berjalan lancar and dirahmati Allah..
oh yeah,my friend wawa pun nak tunang esok..huhu...they are all my skoolmate@classmate..dari form 1-form 5..sayang diaorg sgt2..
mode:sad
fasihah abd samad..
dia nak kawen da!!!
ok,sorg dr group sy da nak kawen,esok dia nikah..moga majlis fai berjalan lancar and dirahmati Allah..
oh yeah,my friend wawa pun nak tunang esok..huhu...they are all my skoolmate@classmate..dari form 1-form 5..sayang diaorg sgt2..
mode:sad
syawal 2011
salam syawal buat semua=)
sywal tahun ni?alhamdulillah, msih diberikan rasa untuk merasai nikmat bersaudara, nikmat berhari raya,nikmat mengeratkan silaturrahim, dan 1001 nikmat yg Allah berikan lagi..
mana la tahu,tahun hadapan, i wont get the chance to berhari raya dgn family lagi kan..working maybe?sabah?sarawak?still in my mind..mybe umur x panjang?mana kite tahu tarikh masa kematian kita,btol x?
well, tahun ni raya agak special bcz all of us were working hard berniaga di bazar ramadhan sepanjang bulan puasa..berniaga jubah2..alhamdulillah,sale masih baik..maklumlah org nak raya kan..lpas ni,no more bazar,kami akan teruskan di kedai kat tesco and giant tu..smpai tgh mlm,still ada org dtg bershopping raya kat bazar tu..tu la org ckp,bazar ampangan akan sentiasa hidup..makin larut mlm,makin ramai org dtg,sbb kebanyakan peniaga kaan reduce the price btol2..yup,sempat jugak menyambar 4 bekas almond london=))just for rm40..murah kan???
ok,cte pagi raya..hardly wake up..but alhamdulillah,smpat lg siap sume baju nak pki pagi raya...rumah pun da bersih ready sume nak sambut tetamu..marilah jemput dtg umah=)
and macam biasa,pagi raya pas solat sunat sume,all of us will together2 in the house, bersalam salaman..but b4 the annual thing started, as usual jugak baba akan memberikan some speech regarding us..and i was surprised bcz the main subject he was talking in the fine morning was about me...yeah, i was crying, deep in my heart..i thought the past is past,make it as a memory of mine..but then, i was wrong..i was crying bcz of the pain..they said different thing from what they had said to me before..Allah heard my pray perhaps?
by the way, raya is raya..asked for forgiveness and redha..moga Allah mengampunkan dosa kita pada masa lalu, and memberi keazaman kpd kita untuk menjadi muslim yg lebih baik selepas ini..
sywal tahun ni?alhamdulillah, msih diberikan rasa untuk merasai nikmat bersaudara, nikmat berhari raya,nikmat mengeratkan silaturrahim, dan 1001 nikmat yg Allah berikan lagi..
mana la tahu,tahun hadapan, i wont get the chance to berhari raya dgn family lagi kan..working maybe?sabah?sarawak?still in my mind..mybe umur x panjang?mana kite tahu tarikh masa kematian kita,btol x?
well, tahun ni raya agak special bcz all of us were working hard berniaga di bazar ramadhan sepanjang bulan puasa..berniaga jubah2..alhamdulillah,sale masih baik..maklumlah org nak raya kan..lpas ni,no more bazar,kami akan teruskan di kedai kat tesco and giant tu..smpai tgh mlm,still ada org dtg bershopping raya kat bazar tu..tu la org ckp,bazar ampangan akan sentiasa hidup..makin larut mlm,makin ramai org dtg,sbb kebanyakan peniaga kaan reduce the price btol2..yup,sempat jugak menyambar 4 bekas almond london=))just for rm40..murah kan???
ok,cte pagi raya..hardly wake up..but alhamdulillah,smpat lg siap sume baju nak pki pagi raya...rumah pun da bersih ready sume nak sambut tetamu..marilah jemput dtg umah=)
and macam biasa,pagi raya pas solat sunat sume,all of us will together2 in the house, bersalam salaman..but b4 the annual thing started, as usual jugak baba akan memberikan some speech regarding us..and i was surprised bcz the main subject he was talking in the fine morning was about me...yeah, i was crying, deep in my heart..i thought the past is past,make it as a memory of mine..but then, i was wrong..i was crying bcz of the pain..they said different thing from what they had said to me before..Allah heard my pray perhaps?
by the way, raya is raya..asked for forgiveness and redha..moga Allah mengampunkan dosa kita pada masa lalu, and memberi keazaman kpd kita untuk menjadi muslim yg lebih baik selepas ini..
kami 6 beradik all in red
ibu and baba wa sseriously talking,yeah bout me
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