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“Tidaklah orang Muslim ditimpa cobaan berupa penyakit atau lainnya, melainkan Allah menggugurkan keburukannya, sebagaimana pohon yang menggugurkan daunnya.”

(HR. Bukhari-Muslim)

i had bad cough for 5 days already, and feel like feverish tonyte..may Allah ease my day tomorrow..

p/s: mari sama2 gandakan amalan di awal 10 zulhijjah ni=)

i like!

i took it sumwhere in the fb =)

jumaat itu

bila datang je ari jumaat, i will feel different..i want to be different..i feel real happy..even ada class pack2 pun,i will make sure myself to get enough satisfaction..friends,food, shopping,family..
the feeling was not new actually..i will try to make sumyhing to make me happy since i was in 2dary school=)

when i was in secondary school, i love Jumaat bcz early morning we will recite asmaul-husna with tazkirah b4 the assembly started.with all the students have to wear baju melayu and the gurls will wear baju kurung with maroon colour uniform,i feel delight and we will having nasi ayam for the lunch!!!waa,skenye!!!
and it continues to matrix life..i love Jumaat bcz eventhough we were having tutorial on chemistry and physics with a very strict teacher who loved to shout and stuff,but towards in the afternoon, i  will go back to my room and having great lunch with my roomate plus other friends in front of room..yeah, i love matriculation life  a lots..
and take note that there's no class after solat Jumaat and usually i will go back to see my family..
in uni life,,there's no much differences.. i still celebrating Jumaat as my raya day until now...
when i was in pre-clinical years, we will having exams every Friday morning which gimme lot of tense..and after the examination, i will make sure i treat myself with good food..selalunye i will order kyros kebab or mee hong kong as my fav..yummeh..
now in clinical years, we had great time every single Jumaat as i will celebrate Jumaat as much as i can..

like this week, week 1 of IM (internal medicine), i suspect we don't really have much time to spend for our self. yeah,its true when it comes to IM posting by the way..we had class cardio with our beloved cardiologist Prof Latiff. as usual,before the class started, we have to share sumthing aka tazkirah with others. my friend ask my help to swap as she had to present case so she didn't ready for tazkirah..so,its my turn!!!whoa!!!!

i got an idea. dapat dari fb jgak..cerita berkenaan seorang pemuda rupawan (ade ke) yg menemani seorg hamba Allah semasa arwah dimandi,kafan smpai ke liang lahad. even semua org da balik dr kubur, the handsome guy masih berada di sisi arwah.when malaikat munkar nakir dtg untuk menyoal arwah, the handsome guy said, i will accompany this man and make sure he will be comfortable in the kubur sampai bertemu hari akhirat..and the handsome man is actually an al-Quran whom the arwah used to be friend with al-Quran semasa hidupnya...it was a simple story i shared so that we didnt forget to read our al-Quran eventhough bz with other books..

and our lecturer aka the cardiologist expand my story dengan bestnye..bukan nye kite bersahabat dgn quran just baca 2 muka surat per day and that's it..kite da bersahabat..its not like that..we have to learn and make the Quran as our guidance in this reality world..we do as what Allah asked us to do berpandukan al-Quran and hadith..selagi kamu berpegang pada keduanya,kamu xkan sesat..tu pesan Rasullah..

by the way, mmg sgt byk and general info prof share with us before the class started lambat and abes nearly 1 o'clock..and i started to be hypoglycemic....

so,i  asked mksha, to treat ourself at cyberia (da lama x mkn kat cyberia)..makan mee hong kong!!my fev ever...alhamdulillah..done..sempat cuci mata kat cyberia street mall coz ada byk jualan kat street tu..

and after that we were heading to hospital Serdang, as we had to take HIV case to be presented on Monday morning...jumpe HIV ptn yg sgt la kurus x bermaya..
and at 5pm  i arrived home at putrajaya, and sangat la x larat, hypoglycemic lagi..
and the best thing i did was clearing my room=)
and kemas everything and i feel happy again...

family

ve been a long time to put this pic..

am proud to be a muslim

am very grateful to be part of this family

thank you to Allah for this wonderful gift

may Allah bless us forever..

agar sentiasa berada dlm rahmahNya...

insyaAllah..

p/s :konvensyen keluarga melayu muslim..let us begin from the end of mind..tp da lpas pun kat  sini..

que b4 u get married

yeah, i know some of u might have some 'list' or 'criteria' to choose ur spouse later in ur life...or maybe not later, and u are still searching..zzzz...

well, b4 u get  involve in love, or senang crite b4 u nak berkenalan dgn the opposite sex, which is mestilah berkawan dan matlamat akhirnya perkahwinan,u shud ask him@ her with few question in medical view of point, yeah for ur own benefit jgak..islamic view which are 4 criteria to pilih pasangan,sume da lpas kan..ok,here we go:

1. are u smoker?
2. jom gi buat HIV test dulu
3. jom gi check Thallesemia

jeng2..
x scary pun soalan2 ni..but yeah,for girls, if u want to be 'friend' with guys,pilih la yg x merokok..coz smoker will harm u and ur future family..i bet that..x percaya?jom dtg spital...oh yeah,for guys also,ve to ask the girl weather she's smoking or not..girls nowadays hard to believe u know..trend remaja pmpn mrokok smakin mningkat..scary!!i think,kat skola even kat skola rendah, the guru2 yg berdedikasi mestilah selalu memberi nasihat kat anak  murid mende2 simple mcmni..its look simple,yet xramai guru buat.btol x?kalo guru math,masuk klas pung pang pung pang ajar math,x sentuh pun bab social life ni..huhu..maybe guru2 boleh amik masa sikit nasihatkan anak murid, for our own good future jgak..pemuda sekarang mencerminkan negara in the future..

next,HIV test ni wajeeebbbbb la sgt2 (alhamdulillah,kementerian kesihatan da wajibkan sblm kahwin kan)...1st day in IM ward today i got HIV ptn..the husband is an ex-drug user..intravenous drug abuse (IVDU) waktu muda2 dulu..kiteorg x amik history kat ptn sbb wife dia ada sama (and the nurse da btau toksah soal dpn wife sal IVDU), sbb wife x tahu..and the husband was postive HIV 10 years ago,yet dia tahu dia HIV and get married to an innocent female which xtahu dia juga da dpt HIV itu by now..so sad=(
and know what, org pmpn akan mninggal dahulu b4 the male after dia dpt HIV.why?u can email me for the answer..hehe...yup,ada kene mengena dgn cervical cancer..
so,moral valuenye, test dulu ur spouse dulu b4 kawen ok?walaupun muka dia innocent je skrg,perangai skrg x sama mcm zaman muda2 dulu..we will never know that..

last but not least, Thallesemia test..if u are a carrier, pilih la pasangan yg xde trait Thall ni..if u are a carrier, and unfortunately ur spouse pun carrier,alamatnye, your children will suffer later in their life..sebab they have to transfuse blood regularly which is really err....so,baik gi cek dulu ok?
if he/she is carrier yet u are normal,so,proceed je,no worries=)

ok,tu je nak share arini..aigooo...IM sgttt la membuatkan sy hypoglycemic..tett

by the way, i like this song when i 1st heard it..nice song, aishiteru by zivilia=)

simpati?empati?

baru2 ni kite digemparkan dgn berita seorg kanak2 perempuan yg baru berusia 2 thn di langgar 2x oleh van and lorry di China..and more than 10 peoples just walk away x hiraukan the poor little girl..argh!!i feel like fainting..

when i saw 1st in the news,i was like,damn cruel those people!(yeah, u can repeat the thingy in you tube) link sini..budak tu kene gelak sekali dgn van, oh my Allah..betul2 atas perut..tayar depan skali,tayar blakang skali..and org Ca Ya Nun Alif ni buat x reti je??next dtg van kcik,lenyek kaki pulak..ya Allah,sedihnye..serius rasa nak nangis,.this is the cruel thing ever happen in children..


where's the empathy and sympathy of people nowadays?

sometimes,am wondering myself..am i lacking those stuff? sedih and takut jugak..tgh hr td,am visiting my neighbor masuk hospital coz ada complicataion from the appendicectomy he had done few month b4..my mother's expression was really terperanjat and scared and risau,those empathy face reveals for those thing happen to that boy.. ye lor,kene jahit and operate quite long jgak..am not really surprised and am maintaning my poker face sub-consciously..i was like,em,can't really express the 'true' face to see those thing like my mother, bcz ive seen that everyday in the hospital..

is it cruel?no,i mean,is it appropiate?

in med school,we were taught to maintain our face and not to show our kerut2 or muka kesian to the ptn,as we have to be professional. hence the ptn will feel not right to us. when the ptn see the confident dr's look at them, they will feel secure.
sblm ni, mmg byk kali sy ditegur..especially in paeds ward..ward knak2..kwn2 slalu tegur,my face cpat sgt berubah when look into the ptn..(and kdg2 sy xnak g skali dgn sorg classm8 yg ske tegur muka sy nih)..even sy cuba memaintainkan muka yg 'berhati kering'...huhu..susah jgak rpenye..

and sy risau,sy xde perasaan empati kpd ptn2..(esp sedara mara yg slalu tanya hal2 berkaitan perubatan).how i can answer their question with the appropriate look mcm muka org biasa yg menerima keadaan suatu musibah?


but the accident (not really accident pun!) happen in China really make me cries.

n9 vs Tteam

last night, my family & i went to Tesco yg baru bukak kat seremban jaya..saje nak jln2 tgk tesco baru..rmi sungguh org yg dtg mai,maybe dr kwsan area seremban jaya ke Tampin la kot..huaa..rmi smpai jam la jlan, esp kat simpang ke tol..kat situ org br kua tol,stuck dgn next traffic plus org nak kua dr Tesco,and we were one of the mangsa trapped in the hectic..

so,dlm kete time borak2 tu,kua cte sal bola..mlm ni Tteam vs n9..i was thinking Tteam tu pe?

me:Tteam tu pe?
N: Tteam tu felda la..
me:oh ye ke..so,kite nak sokong mana ni?
N:kite sokong Tampin!!!!

haha..we burst out of laugh..k,mcm agak lawak la jgak..hik2


so,time nak stat bola tu,baru tahu terangganu vs n9..mssg yg berbunyi:peteh Tteam,peteh Tteam,siap xnak geng lagi..patut la..hehe..xpe2,yg penting n9 menang dgn comelnye=))

oh yeah,kite xgeng dgn org ganu tuk sminggu ye..tggu final sabtu ni..

p/s: sejak bila ntah rajen tgk bola nih

luqman hakim's dentist day

today i got time to bring my little bro visit the dentist at kk ampangan...actually it's me to visit the dentist bcz got pain at the R upper inner (ada ke pktn ni dlm dentistry?), so i need to check-up my teeth.lama jgak x visit dentist ni..

and alang2 nak visit tu,bw luqman skali..so,nanti dia da biasa dgn dentist, xde cerita2 horror pasal sakit gigi and what not..and,he will get good 1st experience jmp dentist..and widen his knowledge and experience..well2,he's a good boy though..i bring him up to the clinic and the misi said,'puan,boleh bw anak kedepan?"oh my...she call me puan?fine la..da biasa pun org pggil puan bila berdua ngan akim.huhu...

hakim got his 1st check up dulu..the misi said,nanti da 6 thn baru jmp lagi,sbb skrg gigi masih in developmental timing..and she advised luqman to brush his teeth every morning and b4 sleep and after eating..huh.baru ku tahu budak kecik pun kene gosok gigi 3x shari??if its me,i brush my teeth after and before sleep only..hehe..in between just kumur or floss..utk hakim,mmg babah akan mandikan and gosok gigi akim every morning..so,shud be no problem..

this is a conversation btw luqman and the MA while the dentist check my teeth

MA: nama sape?

LH: luqman hatim (oh ye,still xleh sebut 'k')

MA:da brape thn ni adik?

LH: 4 years old

MA: x gi skola ke rini?

LH: rini school holiday kat smart reader..teacher ckp xyah gi stool (when he said this,i was like,er,mana ada school holiday!mama yg suh cuti sbb nak lama2 ngan kklang yg nak balik egypt.hehe)

MA: da bsar nanti nak jadi apa?

LH: dokter tafiz.. (dr tahfiz)

MA: pe tu?

LH: dokter la...

dlm hati sy (time ni xleh nak nyampuk sbb dr tgh 'operate" gigi), nak je suh luqman benti ckp..coz he talks a lot!!

mari rakan2,jaga gigi anda dgn berjumpa dentist 6 bulan skali aka setahun 2x..=)

i dunno why, but this is his expression bila tgk cartoon.. serious bebenor

hakim suka jmp dentist=)

butter cake aka kek mentega

ari tu discuss2 ngan ibu..ive to make sumting to give wani sbb dia nak balik mesir jumaat ni transit for almost 22 hours kat mana ntah, can't recall..wani request carrot cake,tp takot  x tahan sbb dia moist sgt..wani nak jgak cheese cake (which i buat kat mesir lg sedap and lembut berbanding kat mesia,koreh bonar) bhn2 nak buat dia x sama mesia and mesir..so,ibu come out dgn butter cake..fav ibu jgak..so,looking forward 4 it..

1. Ayak1 1/2 cwn tpg gandum,serbuk penaik,1sd sodium bicarp sebanyak 3x
2. Panaskan oven 170C,sediakan tin pembakar,pukul gula dan butter (1/2 cwn) hingga kembang masukan telur(2 biji)  satu demi satu dan pukul hingga kembang
3. Masukan esen vanilla,masukan gandum selang seli dengan susu segar(1/2cwn).masukan dalam tin pembakar masak selama 40 minit. 
4. taraaaa..siap and packing!

one week holiday

alhamdulilah, starting from yesterday, officially im home with one-week break!!

after 4 postings non-stop, we had this one -week break before another 2 more postings waiting for us. next week will be internal medicine (IM) the scariest ever and the other one is emergency medicine+ psychiatry..

bila tulis IM je,da rasa kecut perut.


well2, before cuti ritu,ive list down things i should do during this one week holiday. obviously study tempat pertama sbb my pro exam will be on this january (OH MY!!!xsampai lg 2 bulan kot!!!)lg berbutterfly perut sey ni..

target:
academically
1. abeskan noted O&G
2.go through all PMS topics in all 4 previous postings (O&G, paediatric, surgery and orthopaedics)
3.wanna go back early at Putrajaya. Saturday got extra class with Dr Shuhaila as usual.so,boleh study IM Ahad nnt kat umah putra peacefully.hihi (kalo baba bg)..have to be prepared Isnin terus masuk posting IM with hard-core-well-known-drs.

non-academic
1. gi Mydin baru kat seremban and beli stationary (done)
2. wani nak balik jumaat ni,so mcm nak buat sumthing..(kek maybe?)
3.abes kan cte korea (ssh btol bila da stick dgn korean.sila jgn tgk movie korea ok kwn2,nnt addicted)
4.balik Melaka visit relatives (done)


ok,mst org ckp sy ni typical med student.well, ckp je la pape, sbb sy mmg kene study kuat.huaa....kalo sy x buat,sy xtau bila sy nak study,sbb sy rs ari2 sy main2 x study byk.sobz

last but not least, do pray for me ya..doakan sy btambah kuat smngat nak study cuti nih (hewhew), and brtmbah smngat and knowledgeable masuk IM isnin nnt..insyaAllah

kakak itu

saya rasa bahagia hari ini..=)
bahagia selepas berjaya menenangkan srg ptn primigravida in labour and she delivered SVD without instrumental (vacuum or so whatever)..
i teach her how to teran and push,and the correct way to breath in and breath out and get ur energy and push!!
gaya expert x tahan..hahaaa


well,sy bahagia sgt..she did well..i like that patient very much..before she delivered her baby, she had contraction, regular and gradually increasing, which mmg tanda nak bersalin selain pecah ketuban and keluar show (mucos+blood), still she can smile..yeah i know she's quite nervous,and in pain!of course!..anak sulung kan, 1st experince..seronok dpt ajar dia with her husband beside her duk dgr celotoh medical student sorang ni...her husband is a very good supporter too!!

bygkan,time dia tgh nak teran tu,when i count 1-10, 'ok akk,common,1,2,3,4,5!!!'and the husband pun ikut sama,push akk!!push akk!!eh,silap..ayang!!push!!push!!hahaha...lawak okay..tp xleh gelak..hahaha


well,penting jgak sbnarnye husband duk bersama istri time istri nak bersalin kan bayi..it's emotional support..the wife get the strength from the husband, and i can feel when time nak teran tu, the wife can't really focus to whatever around her..so,the husband yg duk pegg tgn wife,and kalo boleh kira 1-10 second, the wife can follow and it makes the labour progress easily..see?

lama jgak sbnrnye baby nak keluar..da kire2 nak psg vacuum..well,kalo vacuum, husband xleh tgk kelahiran bayi and sumtimes, ada complication from the procedure,so kalo boleh kite mmg nak elakkan vacum and c-section (operation)..so,boleh byg kan x pentingnye kelahiran semulajadi aka VSD aka vagina spontaneous delivery?

and alhamdulillah, the kakak tu kuat semangat,cuba jgak tuk push in pain and the peluh2 abes..husband pun muka cuak..hehe..and the baby at last keluar dgn selamat..alhamdulillah..

and the beautiful thing happen was when the husband and the wife really appreciate us, the medical students and nurses in the labour room for helping them deliver the baby=) terima kasih ye dr..terima kasih ye nurse..terima kasih ye adik..he thanks everyone in the delivery suite tu and u know what i feel?rasa seronok sgt!!happy!!!bahagia!!

coz not all ptn will do that..

so,kpd akk yg asyik senyum sblm and slps bersalin td & da selamat melahirkan baby boy td,congratulation to u=)baby akk sgt hensem..hehe

CARA RASULULLAH S.A.W MENJAGA KESIHATAN DIRI

SELALU BANGUN SEBELUM SUBUH

Rasulullah mengajak umatnya untuk bangun sebelum Subuh bagi melaksanakan solat sunat, solat fardu dan solat Subuh secara berjemaah.

Hal ini memberi hikmah yang mendalam antaranya mendapat limpahan pahala, kesegaran udara subuh yang baik terutama untuk merawat penyakit tibi serta memperkuatkan akal fikiran.

AKTIF MENJAGA KEBERSIHAN

Rasulullah sentiasa bersih dan rapi. Setiap Khamis atau Jumaat, Baginda mencuci rambut halus di pipi, memotong kuku, bersikat serta memakai minyak wangi.

“Mandi pada hari Jumaat adalah sangat dituntut bagi setiap orang dewasa. Demikian pula menggosok gigi dan pemakai harum-haruman.” (Hadis riwayat Muslim)

TIDAK PERNAH MAKAN BERLEBIHAN

Sabda Rasulullah w yang bermaksud: “Kami adalah satu kaum yang tidak makan sebelum lapar dan apabila kami makan tidak terlalu banyak (tidak sampai kekenyangan).” (Muttafaq Alaih)

Dalam tubuh manusia ada tiga ruang untuk tiga benda: Sepertiga untuk udara, sepertiga untuk air dan sepertiga lainnya untuk makanan.

Bahkan ada satu pendidikan khusus bagi umat Islam iaitu dengan berpuasa pada Ramadan bagi menyeimbangkan kesihatan selain Nabi selalu berpuasa sunat.

GEMAR BERJALAN KAKI

Rasulullah berjalan kaki ke masjid, pasar, medan jihad dan mengunjungi rumah sahabat. Apabila berjalan kaki, peluh pasti mengalir, roma terbuka dan peredaran darah berjalan lancar.

Ini penting untuk mencegah penyakit jantung. Berbanding kita sekarang yang lebih selesa menaiki kenderaan. Kalau mahu meletakkan kenderaan, mesti letak betul-betul di hadapan tempat yang hendak kita pergi.

TIDAK PEMARAH

Nasihat Rasulullah ‘jangan marah’ diulangi sampai tiga kali. Ini menunjukkan hakikat kesihatan dan kekuatan Muslim bukanlah terletak pada jasad, tetapi lebih kepada kebersihan jiwa.

Ada terapi yang tepat untuk menahan perasaan marah iaitu dengan mengubah posisi ketika marah, bila berdiri maka hendaklah kita duduk dan apabila sedang duduk, maka perlu berbaring.

Kemudian membaca Ta’awwudz kerana marah itu daripada syaitan, segera mengambil wuduk dan solat dua rakaat bagi mendapat ketenangan serta menghilang kan gundah di hati.

OPTIMIS DAN TIDAK PUTUS ASA

Sikap optimis memberikan kesan emosional yang mendalam bagi kelapangan jiwa selain perlu banyakkan sabar, istiqamah, bekerja keras serta tawakal kepada Allah s.w.t.

TIDAK PERNAH IRI HATI

Bagi menjaga kestabilan hati dan kesihatan jiwa, semestinya kita perlu menjauhi daripada sifat iri hati. “Ya Allah, bersihkanlah hatiku dari sifat-sifat mazmumah dan hiasilah diriku dengan sifat-sifat mahmudah.”

PEMAAF

Pemaaf adalah sifat yang sangat dituntut bagi mendapatkan ketenteraman hati dan jiwa. Memaafkan orang lain membebaskan diri kita daripada dibelenggu rasa kemarahan.

Sekiranya kita marah, maka marah itu melekat pada hati. Justeru, jadilah seorang yang pemaaf kerana yang pasti badan sihat.

"BAHAGIA sebenarnya bukan MENDAPAT tetapi dengan MEMBERI. Sebenarnya, banyak lagi cara hidup sihat rasulullah.. semoga hati kita semakin dekat dengan Nabi yang amat kita rindukan pertemuan dengannya.."-)

ciri2 suami yg baik

sumone post in the fb..and,let us share it together=)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gj9uAul2RQ4&feature=related


i wrote the 'kakinota' ini while listening to his tazkirah..


pilih laki2 begini:
1. pilih lah suami yg faham agama
2. mempunyai akal yg sempurna , bukan akal yg pendek, hormat org tua
3. baik perangai, x garang, garang bertempat,rajen senyum, luas fikiran
4. suami yg tahu menyelesaikan masalah istri dgn kebijaksanaan (gunakan akal,psikologi)

doa elak jin syaitan, elak binatang berbiza,dan penyakit, dan pnyakit sihir pukau :
 au'zubikalimatillahi attammmaah, mingkullisyaito nin wahammmmah, waminkulli ainin lammah
(aku berlindung dgn kalimah2 Allah, drpd segala kjhatan syaitan dan kuncu2 nya,dan drpd kjhatan mata2 hasad yg memberi)


i think,its vise versa..if u are a girl like me,tgk2 criteria di atas..if u are a man,then tukar je suami itu kpd istri..well,let us a be like what it stated in the criteria..=)

awesome book fair!!!!

Yesterday ( friday 7th Oct 2011), Ain and i went to our mentor house for mento mentee session and right after the meeting, we make our own way to UPm serdang..best sgt!!!sbb de book fair!!harge murah2 sgt x tahan...actually, my frend study kat mesir bg link sal book fair ni,dia x pat gi,so mcm nak kirim je tu..hehe..tp,mang smpai je dewan kat maeps tu,u ll be amazing dgn byknye english books,story books, encyclopedia, general, cookies,gardening,mcm2 ok...

k,enjoy the pic=)

kiteorg mcm x tau nak start tour dr mana..sbb bsar sgt tmpat ni..afdhal,start dr kanan..hihi

agak kreatif cik adek sorg ni.mang x disediakan troli, dia jadikan kotak and tali as troli dia...

admire one of this few families..spend time with family and kids..beli buku byk sgt..ye lor, kalo satu buku rm3,dia beli puluh2 pun x effect pe...hehe

 there was a mother, siap bawak beg bsar mcm nak naik flight tu, and she bought lot of books and toys and stuff tuk anak dia..alot okayy..and it just cost her rm 400..when i asked her,what for dia beli byk2 ni?and she said, buku2 tu utk kwn2 anak dia kat tadika,xlama lagi birthday anak dia..instead of bagi sweets and choclates, baik dia bg buku2 yg rm3 je rege dia..best=)

i bought 2 books 'man from mars, woman from venus'..sbb pe?jeng2...

tuk mnambahkan pengetahuan...

ok,ni xde kene mengena dgn book fair tu..ni kelas kami yg biasa hari sabtu kami pi tu..minggu ni kami belajar sal ECG..huk2..sblm2 ni,mcm enjoy je blaja IM, tp bila masuk bab intreprate ECG ni,aduh...nak2 klas stat kul 8.30am, drag smpai kul 2pm..break 5 min in between, sy mmg hypo segalanya=(

pls inteprate..this is our 14 case to be solve, the last case at 1.55pm..i can't think more,seriously..hypoglycemic,hypoxic, hypo segalanye..

maafkan daku Dr Shuhaila..

bukan sy x nak belajar,tp mang sy x larat nak pk lg..sob2

dilemma

if u perasan, ive put a new column on the right side of my blog..blogs for dr..
why i put it on?
simple..coz i want to feel their experience of being a ho,mo and so on..
where i get it?
tq to prof google..

am in dilemma..byk mende come across my head..like bang2!!!
i try to think and imagine who am i in 5 years time..i can't imagine, yet my brain can't process the message..(sbb br kene bash kaw2 dgn dr time exam td?..hehe)

where am i that time?finish my mo?where i did my ho?sabah?after mo what do u want to do?am i married that time?sume nye masuk dlm pale mcm ibu ngah pancut paip siram pokok bunga..bertalu2..sakit..

so,instead of am thinking about my future, i realized that im still a medical student, thank you ALLAH!!!who can still make mistake along this medical journey, who can still have the time with my family, who still have the time to jalan2, and think about the next vacation and still have the time to enjoy my cooking and food..

and everything will change next year, with Allah's permission..insyaAllah..am will end my student's life..(sedih!!)

but before that, i have to face another 2 big,REAL BIG EXAMs aka PROFESSIONAL EXAM II (january 2012) and PROFESSIONAL EXAM III (jun 2012).. xsampai 3 bulan je lg..gulp2!!less than 3 month you!!!!

oh,no..so,ive to set my goal..short term goal might be: blaja btol2 for this current posting (o&g) and another 2 postings waiting for you  my dear mimi..fighting!!!u might not have plenty of time to revise back sume2 yg da blaja b4 ni..but then,be cool..jgn stress2 k..

oh God, please help me through this way..i need strength and support from u..may Allah bless me and my frends to be a good knowledgeable dr..ameen..

esok

tomorrow is monday!!!
tomorrow is my o&g exam!!!
i mean..case presentation @ osler @ exam

ok,next one is next week..another case presentation with another one dr..whoaah...

i ve to present the case,and he will ask me lot of question regarding the ptn..
fortunately, am not nervous...yet.

coz mcsha said, she's not nervous..she knows dr will beat her kaw2 punye esok..hoho..positive thinking sunggoh..

so,perhaps the not-nervous-feeling tu xmasuk lagi..transfer to me,and am cool =)

wish me luck,will u?