esok.final.exam.

esok my final exam will start..will end next week.

pray for me..insyaAllah,ill do my best =)

"اللَّهُمَّ لا سَهلَ إِلاَّ مَا جَعَلْتَهُ سَهْلاً ، وَ أَنْتَ تَجْعَلُ الْحُزْنَ إِذَا شِئْتَ سَهْلاً"

Maksudnya: “Ya Allah tidak ada kemudahan selain apa yang Engkau jadikan mudah dan Engkau dapat menjadikan perkara sulit menjadi mudah jika Engkau kehendaki”.

my friend share this in fb,i share it here..

moga bermanfaat..

father's day

usually we sibling didn't really celebrate father's day..
becasue why?
we also dunno...hehe

so,2 days ago, 17 jun 2012 aka Sunday, i asked help from my parents to clear up my things in my house in Putrajaya..kan kiteorg da nak abes skola kat sini, so kene la pindahkan barang before 30 Jun..disebabkan sy duk umah ni mcm princess segala kelengkapan cukup, bayangkan aje, my room has a single comfy bed, with big cupboard and a big study table and small lappy table, as my parents nak anak dia cukup segala keperluan..is there anything to repay back what's ur parents done to u? no..only Allah can balas them with jannah insyaAllah..

so, they came over at 3pm and by that time, i already kemas2 brg tinggal nak masuk kete je..and baba betulkan pintu toilet da rosak proceed with bukak almari tu and bukak meja and lastly bukak katill...hukz,sedih sbab katil best da kene bawak balik sban..wa!!!!

and mother offer me to go home to ambil balik tilam yg ringan sikit tuk pki bbrp kat sini je..pk nye pk,i agreed tgk baba mcm letih je pas bukak2 sume brg kan...and truly pun,i offered baba to drive initially, tp baba xmoh.hehe..tp smpi cyberjaya je,baba stop the car tepi highway and asked me to drive..few minutes later, baba snoring at the back..<___>

well, yeah, janji nak balik putrajaya early monday morning, tp angan2 tinggal angan2 sahaja..haha..i went to giant ampangan as Farah our workers pun da benti sbb nak masuk belaja, so xde sape jaga boutique..so, i brought my books and alhamdulillah, sempat la buat notes for paeds cases..konon2 nak balik tgh harirasa mls..and at last, paksa jugak balik after asar..huhu..

and me drive again, and baba snoring at the back and mother and me borak2 mmg best..hihi

k,really appreciate my parents..hope Allah jaga mereka sebagaimana mereka menjaga kami adik beradik dr ekcik smpai besar gajah ni...amin...

appreciate our job

engage

well today, i got a big news..surpridsed!!!!!yeah,just now one of my bff got engage!!!
i wanna laugh..hahahaha!!!bcz the person she got engage was our friend also whom i hate very much during school..huhu

congratulation to my STJ's member, Syazwani @ pearl..bertunang ari ni (9/6/2012)..well,pearl is a final yr med student at Manipal, engaged with Azfa, our x-KMA in school..Azfa is now working with Petronas,as ape ntah...plus he's getting bigger also after school..aiyooh,sume boroi...

last week was my another bff got engage..Aqilah @ phoebe (2/6/2012)..she's a new teacher, will be transport out to Sarawak, so her fiance wanna get engage dulu, sbb fiance dia pun kene transfer sarawak, they were really far apart..line tepon pon susah nak dpt..and alhamdulillah, selamat sudah bertunang..

plus my another bff Illiana from STJ also.. she got engage with her firend sama maktab..(1/6/2012)..but illi dapat skola dekat je kat melaka, tp fiance dia jauh kot kat ganu.hehe...xpe,da jodoh depa, semoga cepat kawen..

and in addition of that, i got few invitation cards from our batch in CUCMS, who'll be getting married few weeks time!yeah,just after the pro exam,jom la pakat ramai2 gi wedding azlina with farid ,and shazana with his friend, hafiz..

well,well,well...everyone already making new steps towards the future..it shows that they really keen to make big step, big decision in life..getting married is not that easy u know..ye la,if it's easy, i da lama kawen,balong pun da kawen.haha...sumtimes, i feel like to get married, but another time, i feel  like, nothing, no feel to get married..no fun with it..huhu..(mind ur word mimi) yeah, lot of factor and experience am gone through..tiredness, yeah,maybe im just a student. let us finish our school life!!!ho yeah!!

final??

today i got tremor, palpitation, sweating, manic sket2, plus feeling of luar biasa takut nye untuk exam!!!
(ergh,kantoi sebelum ni feel nak exam tu xde lagi..lembapnye feeling ni datang!!!) ok,actually sekarang baru rasa nak gelabah sakan..woott!!!den nak pekso nih!!!!woott!!!!takotnye!!!!

alkisah bermula apabila pada hari ini,prof latiff buat mock osce as usual (mksudnye b4 ni memang da biasa wat la kan)..practise and practise osce for the exam nnt la..and we were in group of 4, trying to be the patient, a doctor and the examiner...dang~

kantoi sudah banyak step tertinggal2 sedang kami melakukan practise2 sedemikian rupa=(

maka timbullah keinsafan dalam hatiku yg tebal dengan kuping2 sampai x terasa cuaknye exam nih..maka arini,apabila kuping2 ni da terkoyak,keluarlah segala hormon2 smpaikan all symphatetic activation berlaku, dan sy berjanji pada saat ini sy akan belajar dengan bersungguh2!!!

ho yeah!!!

well,actually, dr shu telah menyediakan kami dengan sesungguh hatinya untuk exam preparation ni.buktinya, setiap hari sabtu (termasuk esok hari), kami akan berlatih membuat osce station, in a group of 3@4 jugak, dan bergilir2 menjadi examiner,doctor and patient..and it helps a lot..really..and she already started this free-exam-preparation-class for few months back..moga Allah sahaja membalas budi baik cikgu kesayangan kami nih..

so,kesimpulan sy nak buat adalah, kite kene focus dengan apa yg kite buat..cthnye,exam yg bakal kami kami hadapi adalah osce (8 station + 8 station) and 1 long case..makanya, disini,kite kene practise on each other on how to tackle or play with the game ie the exam..

jadual exam:
28 Jun (khamis): 8 station OSCE in the college
3@4 July(selasa rabu): long case in the hospital (scary part ni weyh!!)ni kene tggu list name keluar..
5 July: another 8 station OSCE in the college
6 July: RESULT!!


apabila perasaan cuak nak exam ni tumbuh dengan berlalang2 sekarang nih, i feel like gelabah u know..gelabah sebab, kami terpaksa kelaur dr rumah ni pada 30 jun, dimana sy memerlukan sebuah tempat tinggal sementara nak exam..ye la,exam kami smpai 5 july..so,dimana perlu sy tinggal pada 5 hari itu????waaaaaa...(ok,da terbayang muka kwn2 rumah nak menyempit)

and lagi satu,i got big problem with my 'vacation' ticket to Vietnam with my mummy..still am negotiating with myself, nak pergi or xnak..sobz...sbabnye,da beli tiket tu pada 24 jun,and it's promotion ticket, where u will be penalised if u nak tukar 2 tarikh (and mind u airasia x bg tukar org skarg ni) and the price will be like triple, fortle (kalo de term tu lah)...hurm, and i know my mom need me to go there to help her alot, i mean, a lot...huhu~

what say u?