Thursday, March 08, 2012

4th episode

it's raining heavily when the dutch board showed 1145 at night and 'a thousand years' by christina perri in my car, drove back from hospital serdang to my house in putrajaya..yeah, really 'feel' tonight..feel calm..

when suddenly, there was a police car dgn lampu biru pusing2 atas dia tu,and a few more cars berbaris kat tepi jalan in the dark,and when i drove further, nmpk sebuah kereta terbalik at the roadside.perhaps jalan licin,and kete tu bawak laju kat selekoh and bedebum!!


i was like, nak berhenti ke x?????i want to help!!!
thinking i was alone,and it's raining heavily, and it's already late at night, sy membatalkan niat itu.for the 3rd time :(
i feel bad.

the first time when i saw an accident in cyberjaya was on friday, i feel like to help the victim, but u know, jalan kat cyberjaya is lebar2 and panjang2 susah nak u-turn..and the accident melibatkan motorcyclist was at the seberang jalan..and i was wearing long skirts,and do u think i can melintasi jalan yg lebar itu untuk keseberang sana?with few guys i think baru balik solat jumaat berkerumun to help the motorcyclist..~malu la plak~

and i let it go..not the right time for me to help..x smpai masa lagi to take action..and i pasang niat,to help ppl involve in accident after that, in whatever circumstances..feel really bad when u know how to help but u can't take action for it..

second time was in the middle of night jugak, in putrajaya, when my housemates and i balik from our friend's solemnization..motorbike vs car..i asked my friend to stop,so that we can help the victim.accident tu betol2 baru berlaku..can see the victim terbaring atas jalan lagi..and the sad thing happen was, my friend refused to stop and help..alasan simple: takut medico legal...oh my god!

i was,errrrr..can't do anything walaupun da pujuk dia suh berhenti..and we drove back home..and the day after that, other friend cerita the same thing, but they stop and help the victim..
simple as ABC..airway, breathing and circulation..
head tilt chin up, remove anything that can obstruct the airways, and ask other people to call the ambulance..senang x??


da 3x i missed...
insyaAllah, i won't let myself to be free for the 4th episode..no more with izin Allah..


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