finish ur school

salam and very good day..
yeah, alhamdulillah we finished our 'finishing school programme' dengan best nye with dinner at Pan Pasific KLIA on the Sunday's night..after gone through 3 days of so-called-workshop which really2 an eye-opener for me..really make me think of this life and my future..hewhewhew

we had grooming talk,etiquette, financial management talk from our own lecturers aka specialist, we had fun with mock interview by SPA, we had so much fun in thinking..
let me shared few things in here...

in SPA interview, they asked me about my future plan, meaning that after being a ho,what am gonna do in 10 years time?

ive been thinking of studying overseas you know..i mean, before ni memang la xnak study obesi coz am tooooo young (haha),but then after travel for quite sumtime, i feel like to stay just for a while in a foreign country preferably in the Uk or US..

i plan to own my nursery for elderly, to take care of them, i mean in term of their health especially the stroke patient, ADL ptn, alzheimer, and stuff..after seeing a friend of my motehr treat her father who had stroke in their house poorly, she didn't know who to refer to take care of the father..i mean, not all people know how to take care of the sick parents rite?if the parents are healthy and can take care of themselves, that's not the issue..now, dengan kerja seharian mencari nafkah as businesswoman and menjaga children lagi,plus she need to take care of another sick uncle, when is the proper time to take care of the stroke father? he'll be left alone poorly...seriously, she need help..

so, due to the incidence, i make up my mind to build a nursery for this elderly so that kesihatan mereka terjaga..its not like rumah org tua2,or sape2 anak busy boleh anta parents sini..it's not like that..i will make this nursery very calm and peaceful, mcm taman and menyegarkan, ada exercise therapy and stuff, ada pengajian rohani for elderly yg sihat, ada exercise routine yg best, ada food yg sihat, proggramme yg best..u know, sumthing yg buatkan this elderly happy..
and the most important factor i think bout this is because i wanna take care of my parents myself..by build this home,i hope i could take care of them whenever they had health problem or what not, and make me close with them whenever they need anything...

and to make sure i get my wish comes true, i wish to study?abroad like in the Uk or US,to gain experience on how they took care of their elderly..yeah,u know their system is very good..we can learn sumthing from them and bring and apply it here.. insyaAllah amin tolong doakan=)

well, in the meantime,i ve to complete my ho training for 2 years, and my mo training for 2-3 years..total is about 5 years right?really i want to be a good and safe doctor.. dint i want to be a specialist?

other than that, i oso want to be an o&g specialist..to fulfill my responsibility as a muslim dr, help other muslimah out there..but, maybe i won't take it seriously bout it as u know, to be the o&g specialist, u really have to korbankan most of your precious time with ur family towards ur patient..and my intention is to take care of my future family, my family and my parents...so,how r?

hurm...

so many thing running in my mind right now..

saving money..buying a house...life modestly...


but after thinking and really thinking, i realized that, pergantungan hidupku hanya pada Nya...i wont be success without him.i need him everytime, everywhere..what i have to do is making prayers, sentiasa berdoa, moga Allah permudahkan urusanku dunia and akhirat..moga Dia makbulkan permintaanku..moga Dia sentiasa berada di hati ini walau dimasa susah atau senang, because, HE's the only tempat kite bergantung, not to our husband/wife,bukan pd org tersayang,bukan pd org lain...even we lost everything, we still have Him..

mari jaga anak!

tips jaga anak/budak kecil from hotfm this morning..ekoran kes hilang budak yg makin berleluasa..

1.pesan kat anak guna jln yg berbeza2 untuk ke satu tmpat yg tetap. 
cth: guna jln yg berlainan stp hari untuk kesekolah
2.tetapkan satu tmpat selamat untuk anak jika berlaku apa2 yg x dikhendaki.
cth:rumah jiran yg anak boleh masuk kalau dia takut.make sure jiran sudah diberitahu terlebih dahulu and terus contact parents.
3. beritahu anak untuk gigit,cengkam,cakar atau apa shj yg dia boleh buat jika berjumpa dgn org yg x kenal@curiga
4. beritahu anak dia boleh sahaja buang air besar/kecil, xpayah tahan2 jika berlaku apa2.itu senjata anak yg natural
5. ajak jiran2 tebas lalang yg tinggi2 sekitar taman perumahan
6.xperlu tunggu 24jam untuk lapor kehilangan di balai polis..tapi baru 10 minit hilang,cari la dulu ye...
7.ambil gambar anak depan belakang,tepi..bukan yg lentok2..
cth: gambar arwah nurin yg lentok kat bahu, orang awam ingatkan dia cacat..xjumpa budak cacat mcmtu yg hilang..

ok itu sahaja..happy sharing!!!=p 

4th episode

it's raining heavily when the dutch board showed 1145 at night and 'a thousand years' by christina perri in my car, drove back from hospital serdang to my house in putrajaya..yeah, really 'feel' tonight..feel calm..

when suddenly, there was a police car dgn lampu biru pusing2 atas dia tu,and a few more cars berbaris kat tepi jalan in the dark,and when i drove further, nmpk sebuah kereta terbalik at the roadside.perhaps jalan licin,and kete tu bawak laju kat selekoh and bedebum!!

i was like, nak berhenti ke x?????i want to help!!!
thinking i was alone,and it's raining heavily, and it's already late at night, sy membatalkan niat itu.for the 3rd time :(
i feel bad.

the first time when i saw an accident in cyberjaya was on friday, i feel like to help the victim, but u know, jalan kat cyberjaya is lebar2 and panjang2 susah nak u-turn..and the accident melibatkan motorcyclist was at the seberang jalan..and i was wearing long skirts,and do u think i can melintasi jalan yg lebar itu untuk keseberang sana?with few guys i think baru balik solat jumaat berkerumun to help the motorcyclist..~malu la plak~

and i let it go..not the right time for me to help..x smpai masa lagi to take action..and i pasang niat,to help ppl involve in accident after that, in whatever circumstances..feel really bad when u know how to help but u can't take action for it..

second time was in the middle of night jugak, in putrajaya, when my housemates and i balik from our friend's solemnization..motorbike vs car..i asked my friend to stop,so that we can help the victim.accident tu betol2 baru berlaku..can see the victim terbaring atas jalan lagi..and the sad thing happen was, my friend refused to stop and help..alasan simple: takut medico legal...oh my god!

i was,errrrr..can't do anything walaupun da pujuk dia suh berhenti..and we drove back home..and the day after that, other friend cerita the same thing, but they stop and help the victim..
simple as ABC..airway, breathing and circulation..
head tilt chin up, remove anything that can obstruct the airways, and ask other people to call the ambulance..senang x??


da 3x i missed...
insyaAllah, i won't let myself to be free for the 4th episode..no more with izin Allah..

money =)

as the picture showed my mind right now.muehehehe...

i have few months more to finish my mbbs, then i'll be free..now am thinking of doing part time job during my 'holiday' time tu..kene top-up balik duit gi egypt&polend ari tu ma...walaupun lama lagi nak bulan 7,sy da pk skrg..advanced btol!

1. am thinking of tag along in a clinic.mesti ada klinik memerlukan pekerja kan?sy sedia berkhidmat!!at least, xde la luput segala ilmu, and skill bercakap dengan patient..(even skrg nak examine ptn lelaki pun i segan~aish~~)plus boleh dapat duit before masuk ho nanti..huhu


2. home tutor..weweewee~sekarang pun da tanye pak cik kesayangan, pak cik google tu..dekat area putrajaya ni, ada jugak org perlukan home tutor..am thinking about it..best jugak keje part time kan?pagi belajar kat spital,ptg ajar anak org kat umah dia..hurm..and dpt duit poket..sound interesting yeah!


3. tuition?menariks jugak..student tunggu je cikgu mai datang..tp,am i berkaki lebar enaugh to ajar anak2 org yg ramai ni belajar?


4. mesti punye saya akan tolong my mother set up her butik..and few stuff regarding business family...



see!!!am open minded sungguh bab2 ni..

aim: cari duit balik tuk top-up gi egypt& polend ritu..or am i planning to go some where else after this?hihihi
we'll see=)

jom saving!!

senang je=)

will upgrade myself bout this