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baru je balik dari lecture ENT (ear,nose throat aka easy no tension),tajuk rini ialah neck swelling, invited lecturer from KPJ Hospital Seremban..huhu..Dr Har,nice people~

well,tgh dgr2 lecturer dia td, i was kindda thinking of my future. i started to plan my future internally but externally still pandang the slide shows various swelling kat leher yg amat2 menggerunkan (one of them is CA larynx..god,pls to all smoker if dpt tgk pic ni,mst pani da xnak smoke lagi!)

b4 this, sy pernah berhajat untuk menjadi O&G specialist (pakar sakit puan), sambut baby2, bantu masalah kesihtan wanita and stuff. Miss Maria from HPJ really inspired me to help this same species human being. time O&G posting dulu, i didnt care to stay in the labor room byk kali,byk hari pun,sbb excited tgk those husband and wife, their eagerness and excitedness to receive a cute and suci bersih child. but O&G bukan semudah and seindah itu. u are working 24 hours. u have to alert with emergency obs patient,name it : GDM,PIH-->eclampsia, baby nak kua tgh2 mlm with problematic congenital ds..hoho...

skrg, sy berminat pula dgn ENT..haha...just deal with ear,nose and throat, easy no tension kan?

tp bila blaja td,it's just a neck mass,BUT,hoho,still require a lot of attention from u doctor..u are dealing with foul smelling from ur patient's mouth and breathing, malignancy, fungating maggots,and byk lagi..well,mende pelik2 jarang kite dpt. for the sake of study, tu yg Dr Har tunjuk pic yg seram2..fuh2..but still, i will consider ENT for my future.

apa yg sy dpt dr berangan2 td?

i am 23 this year. will finish med school next yr,24 years old, insyaAllah..

housement for 2 years, wajib. so,agak2 abes dlm 26 thn.

sy xnak berhenti takat HO shj,nak teruskan dgn MO (medical officer), maybe around 2 yrs?

nape nak sambung?ye,sy nak pengalaman byk.pengalaman akan mengajar seorg dr lebih dr segalanya. kalau boleh,sy nak hospital yg x sibuk sgt..haha.sbb,kalo ptn x ramai,kite boleh buat byk procedure,i wanna be a skillfull dr...so,agak2 abes MO 28-29 thn..

insyaAllah,by time,da kawen kan?haning kids and family..

sy xnak terlalu sibuk.sy nak jaga family saya and at the same time,my career also growing up. ok,target by 30,ive a lot of experience. nak proceed dgn sambung study. oversea. bring my family. xyah la amik subject yg berat2, yg mkn masa bertahun2,and end-up abeskan masa byk kat hospital dr family sendiri. mana tahu,Allah izinkan, sy boleh dapat course 2-3 thn, master in ENT ke, master in whatever ke,xkesah la kan?

asalkan my family with me, support me and be at my side. hem,penting juge untuk sy mempunyai husband yg x terlalu sibuk tugasnya, yg boleh tolerate dgn kerjaya saya, yg boleh mendidik sy and anak2 sy dlm agama..(wah,sounds really matured from me..mekasih..hehe)

and at last, nak tau pe sy pk??haha..sy terasa mcm nak lecturing plak!!simple kan??

nape nak mengajar?

sbb,mengajar hanya office hour, xperlu on-call,lebih byk masa sy dgn family, boleh check buku anak2 (like what ibu had done to my siblings dulu2)and in-come pun byk,insyaAllah..maybe sy nak mengajar med student juge..improve my self-esteem, my attitude, my everything...

panjang juge angan2 saya ni..nak dpt yg senang,bukan senang..mst byk pancarobanya..kalo xde ujian,bukan hidup namanya kan?well,yg penting,sy ada target.

ok,that's it.

how about u?

moga Allah redha..

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